BIANCA'S POV
Sa sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko hindi na ko makapag isip ng maayos,Siguro dala na rin ng alak na dumadaloy ngayon sa ugat ko
Im not that drunk like Her but it still has effect considering na hindi ako umiinom
As soon as nasa loob na kami ng kuwarto niya i locked the door at padabog na binitawan ang kamay niya
"Do i still need to ask? Or you speak and explain everything?" I seriously asked,almost desperate to know the truth...Hindi ako tanga...At kahit ayoko at takot ako sa isasagot niya gusto ko pa rin malaman kase nakakabaliw na sobraa
"Ex-explain wu what?" She said....Ghaadd she's realy drunkk
" Yong kanina....Me or her?!" I whisperedly yell
" Or She and I was just the same person?!!Tama ako hindi ba?..Ako yon" My voice cracked,I dont know why kung bat ako naiiyak
She stares at me shokingly,her eyes was teary also
She stand up properly,Closed her eyes and breath deeply...and when she opens her eyes,all i can see is pain but it has hope,I can see the love on the way she look at me
Gosshhh hindi pwede to...Hindi...
But i can't seem to go against it
Lumapit siya sakin,Unti unting humakbang habang nakatingin pa rin sa mga mata ko,ramdam ko yong bigat ng bawat hakbang niya palapit,pero hakbang na punong puno ng lakas ng loob
At this point lumuluha na'ko,and even her..we both cry in silent while staring at each other
She holds my right hand and put it on her left chest
" Feel it...Feel how my Heart beats madly for you " She sincerely said while she tries to control her sob
I shift my eyes from her eyes to our hands that's on her left chest
She's right,Ang bilis nga nong tibok ng puso niya.....But It comforted me,The rhythm of her Heart beat and breathing match Mine,They sinc
She droped our hands but she's still holding it,Tightly like her life depends on it....And she gasped for air
Im worried na baka mapano siya kase she looks too much in pain,and she resist her sob from coming out
Pero Dko siya mayakap,kase napako na naman ako sa kinatatayoan ko...and i dont think its the right time na gawin ko yon
" T-the first time I-I felt na Iba na yong Tibok ng puso ko everytime na nakikita kita....The first time i saw your smile in the most beautiful way,That's when i knew na Ikaw ang gusto kong palaging makasama sa bawat hiningang taglay ko....Mga ngiti mo ang gusto kong makita simula paglitaw ng araw hanggang sa paglubog nito " She said with soo much Sincerity and admiration on her voice
And thats the moment i couldn't help but cry my eyes out
I feel her Overflowing Love,To an extent na mas natakot ako...pero wala akong magawa kase deep inside i know that i want it...Damn,I really do!!
I lowered my head and closed my eyes,i covered my mouth to surpass the sob but i failed..Tumingin ulit ako sa kanya nong nagsalita siya
" At first Hindi ko pinansin kase natakot ako eh" She continued and sighed,Buntong hininga na may halong bigat sa dibdib...ang sakit marinig kung paano siya nasasaktan ngayon
" Pero kase hindi ko naman inexpect na mas lala la to...Nong una tanggap ko at wala akong balak ipaalam sayo...kase alam kong walang patutungohan at ayokong ma apektuhan ang Pagkakaibigan naten " Her voice is more stable now....Pero d pa rin ako makapag salita,at patuloy lang na umiiyak
