BIANCA'S POV
It's been few days since Dadi Died and this is his last day and night...
I thought i can take the pain...Akala ko kaya ko,But deep inside ubos na ubos na 'ko
I feel so empty,fragile,hurt,And broken
The only reasons why im still able to keep myself together is her....My Yumi
Kapag nasa tabi ko siya,Lahat ng sakit at bigat gumagaan
And im thankful because she never let my hand go since that day she holds it
If you guys are thinking about that night...nothing happened...well almost,but we stopped
She was about to kiss me but she stopped and said
" T-this this is not right...I i want this but it's not right,you don't deserve this set up Bianca...I know,i can feel we both want and was ready for this,but i know we will regret later on dahil nagpadalusdalus tayo...and i don't want that regret"
At first i don't want to accept that,I don't know...all i can think that moment is her body on the top of mine
Maybe because of the stress and im so lost that time
But now i completely understand...She's right,and she made me feel more respected and special...
It's already 12:30 Pm,lahat kami busy sa pag pre prepare para sa libing bukas
Well im not really doing anything,because im just sitting while watching them
I can't move,i feel like babagsak ako kapag tumayo ako
But then i saw Yumi Approaching
She kneeled down sa sofa kung saan ako naka upo
"Hey,Uhmm wanna eat something?" She carefully ask
I slowly sighed
" Not hungry?" She asked again when i didn't answer her
I simply noded
And she sighed
She was about to stand up but i hold her hand
" But i- i will eat some...c-can you j-join me?" I tiredly said
She holds my hand and smiled
" Come on,My treat" she said
" Huh? Saan ba tayo kakain?" I curiously asked
" Basta,Tara " sabi niya
And i just follow what she said
Inalalayan niya ako tumayo and intertwined our hands after
Still gives me butterflies
" Ahhh Mami,may pupuntahan lang kami pwede po ba?" Paalam niya kay Mami
Of course Mami Agreed,so we said goodbye
Pumunta na nga kami sa kotse niya,Pinagbuksan niya 'ko as usual
" Saan ba talaga tayo pupunta?" I eagerly asked nang maka sakay na kami
But instead she just smile at pina andar na ang sasakyan
The whole ride was a complete silence,but she occasionally check up on me from time to time
" We're here" she said after few minutes of driving
I look outside and saw na nasa gilid kami ng beach
Some food stools can be seen sa baba
" Tara "
And she intertwined our hands,inalalayan niya akong bumama sa hagdan papunta sa mga nagtitinda
Umupo kami sa ika apat na stool
" Oh,ikaw pala hija....Yong dati ba?" Nagulat ako nong biglang tanong kay meng ng matandang babaeng nagtitinda kung saan kami naka upo
" Opo nay,yong usual po " Yumi answered and smiled
Well maybe magkakilala sila
So we waited for the food to be serve,at few minutes after dumating na nga yong pagkain
" Lagi ka ba dto?" I asked
She put some food sa plate ko bago siya sumagot
" Mhmm,yup....i accidentally found this place nong unang araw namin dto sa pilipinas...nag jogging ako,and i found this"
Ahhhh
" And since then lagi na akong pumupunta dto kapag gusto kong makapag isip " she continues and put some food on her plate
Owww,so this is her go to place kapag gusto niyang maliwanagan...
This place is special to her
" Sino sino na ba nadala mo dto?" I curiously asked
She just laugh a little bit and took a bite on her food then looked at me
" Ikaw pa lang " she simply said and shrugged her shoulders
Oww,me pa lang?
^_^
That made me blush
" Are you okay??you're so Red..may lagnat ka ba?" She asked and was about to touch my forehead but i stop her hand
" A-ah no...m-mainit lang" dahilan ko at yumoko tas kumain na
I still feel naka titig siya sakin pero hinayaan ko na lang
Then few seconda after i felt na nagsimula na rin siya kumain
And i felt the strong hold on my right hand
Oww,we're still holding hands,and she tightened it
And yet again,that made me blush
At kumain na nga kami
After we eat,she paid and fix herself then turned to me and asked
" catch the sunset with me?" And lend her hand
Of course,who i am to refuse this pretty lady
" Will Always " i answered
So naglakad kami sa tabi ng dagat na naka paa paa,we took our shoes off
While holding hands of course
Few minutes of walking and we stopped on a good spot to watch the sunset
I was just about to sit down but she pulled me at pinaharap sa kanya
Im confused but calm...though sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko dahil sa ginawa niya
And what she asked made my knees go weak
" Yin...If i ask you to be mine right now...will you?"
" If i ask you to run away with me....would you?"
And i was lefr dumbfounded
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I feel like im betrayed...🙁
