It's been a week since that talk with Bianca...
I don't know but even though we talked about it na,parang ang bigat pa rin...parang may hindi tama
Today Mag oovernight kami sa ressort nila Heart dto...I don't know how to face her,kase these past days parang iniiwasan niya ako
Siya yong nag aalala na baka may bago samin but she's acting like this...hindi ko na alam haysssss
" Yums,are you good to go?" Heart interrupted my thoughts
I looked back para tignan siya,Ready na siya for our trip
I forced a smile and nodded bago binalik ang tingin ko sa Cellphone ko...Im looking at it,My Lockscreen i should say
Its her...
I miss you My Love :(
I felt a hand on my shoulder
" Wanna share your thoughts?"
I didn't talk nor look back
I just deeply sighed...
"Okay,if you're not ready yet to talk about it,take time...when you feel like telling it i'll be here " Heart said and tapped my shoulder bago na unang lumabas na sa condo
I look at the photo on my lockscreen one more time bago ako sumonod at lumabas na rin
" Are you driving or sabay ka sakin?" Heart asked when we were on the parking lot na
" Im driving " i simply said
" Are you sure?"
I noded
" Okay if you insist,Just drive safe okay??see you there bud" she said and gave me a hug
" You too,Drive safe" i said at pina una siyang pumasok sa car niya bago ako pumasok sa sasakyan ko
She beeped and waved through the window,i beeped back as an answer
Few minutes after pinaandar ko na rin yong sasakyan ko
i can't help but to Think my situation during the ride,Naiisip ko lahat...kung bat ganito,bat kailangang mangyari samin to
At dko namamalayang napapabilis na pala takbo ko,Ng pagmamaneho ko
The road is clear
And its getting more fast,na parang sinasabayan na rin ng puso ko yong bilis nito,and i closed my eyes
" Huwag kaskasera ha,Itatapon kita sa pinanggalingan mo if you recklessly drive"
And upon hearing that voice in my head,i immedietly stopped and came back to my senses...
Yeahhh...Lagot ako kay Bianca pag ginawa ko to....and the thought of her being angry at me is more scarier than death...
Kalma
I told myself as i inhaled and exhaled
Im sorry love,For thinking that dark thought...
And few minutes after,Nakarating na rin ako sa private ressort nila Heart...nakita kong naka park na yong kotse niya,Along side ate ash's,Fatima's and who's car is that??
Si Bianca na lang Wala,Pupunta kaya siya??
Hayssssss nakakabaliw naman to,parang gusto ko na lang bumalik at mahiga mag damag
