Chapter 20

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Maya smiled at her 15 week mark on the calendar while she sat down in the living room. Amy and Alan were finally back after visiting Eric and now they were with Kayden and Jace in the park as Maya was attempting to film a video which didn't work out as perfectly as she had hoped. At this stage of her pregnancy the morning sickness started to kick in and even if she knew it would come it was absolutely dreadful to go through. Maya exhaled as she grabbed her camera and started to film.

"Hey, guys. So... It's... February, 8th. Which marks week 15 of my pregnancy and this week has been the upmost worst for me," Maya said slightly smiling.

"Morning sickness has been kicking my butt while I knew it would come. My parents-in-law currently have the boys at the park for a few hours so I have some time to spare and I though I would do that by singing to you guys. Let's see what has been requested," Maya said as she got her phone.

"Okay so one of the most requested songs are 'No Words'. I've done this one more than once but I'll do it again. I absolutely love this song and I'll even sing it to my family from time to time. So here it is," Maya said.

"No words, no words, no words
When everything's quiet
Nothing on the tip of your tongue
But a beautiful silence
And it lets me know
But even in the madness
When everything just seems to go wrong
Take a beautiful silence
'Cause it lets me know
Ribs are a cage of a wild heart
I can hear your heart beatin' in the bars
Beating in the bars, beatin' in the bars
Ribs are a cage of a wild heart
I can hear your heart beatin' in the bars
Beating in the bars, beatin' in the bars
When everything is up and down
Up and down, up and down
And the world is trying to beat you down
Beat you down, beat you down
No, no, no words
Keep it quiet
Leave it on the tip of your tongue
When everything is up and down
Up and down, up and down
No, no, no words
When I'm in the darkness
The dawn is having you by my side
'Cause you leave me speechless
And it lets me know
When nobody can hear us
I'll tell you everything with my eyes
'Cause you leave me speechless
And I think you know
When everything is up and down
Up and down, up and down
And the world is trying to beat you down
Beat you down, beat you down
No, no, no words
Keep it quiet
Leave it on the tip of your tongue
When everything is up and down
Up and down, up and down
No, no, no words
No words, no words, no words
We need
No words, no words, no words
Hear me
No words, no words, no words
Baby
No words, no words, no words
(No words, no)
No, no, no
(All we need is no words)
No, no
When everything is up and down
Up and down, up and down
And the world is trying to beat you down
Beat you down, beat you down
No, no, no words
Keep it quiet
Leave it on the tip of your tongue
When everything is up and down
Up and down, up and down
No, no, no words
No words, no words, no words
When it
No words, no words, no words
Hear me
No words, no words, no words
Baby
No words, no words, no words
Ribs are a cage of a wild heart
I can hear your heart beatin' in the bars
Beating in the bars, beatin' in the bars
No, no, no words
(No words)
Ribs are a cage of a wild heart
I can hear your heart beatin' in the bars
Beating in the bars, beatin' in the bars
No, no, no words
No words, no words, no words."

Maya smiled as she put the guitar down while she looked at the camera.

"Guys, this has honestly been not too good. I know you won't be able to say it but I've been struggling thinking how things would now be from 2 to 3 children and that's insane. Like I've already done the transition from just 1 kid to having 2 children so from 2 to 3 shouldn't be hard but I kinda know things will turn out differently than I had hoped. So... Josh's 25th birthday is next week making me excited to go on with arrangements and while I'm also thinking of that I'm thinking of Jace's first birthday that is also coming up soon but mostly now I'm just thinking of how life had changed for me and how life will always change. Anyway enough blabbering. I want to say thank you guys for supporting me and I'll see you again soon. Bye, guys."

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