Forgive Me - Lashton

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You know what I think, in the last video of them being in the car Luke and Ashton weren't sitting next to each other and Luke just sat there and looked out of the window (like I saw, I'm not really sure because Calum was in front of him) and in this pic (pic on the side, if it even is there because this shit doesn't work when I want to do it) Luke looks angry/sad and Ashton isn't there, I hope they didn't fight. So I kind of make a One Shot now about them getting along again.

Luke's POV:

Just calm down. Don't let this shit get to you. You know Ashton didn't meant what he said. He was angry and told something he didn't meant.

You may want to know what happened and as much as I don't want to think of it again I tell it to you.

-

I was just scrolling through my Instagram when I saw in my news feed that Ashton liked this ugly pic from Bryanna (sorry for putting her in it but I want to write it with her even when I hate her and Ashton shouldn't spend his time with her because she's, ugh, I can't even find words to describe her, but he truly deserves someone better). My hands began to tremble from anger and I locked my phone quickly before going into Ashtons room.

I opened up the door harshly and Ashton looked at me confused.

"What the hell, Luke.", he said and stood up.

"Don't. Just don't.", I screamed at him.

"What was that for? I didn't do anything."

"Oh you think you didn't do anything. You f*cking liked her pic and that pic, ugh, you could have choosen so many but you just have to like this. I thought we talked about this. You know I can't stand it, even when it's just for publicity to hide us, but you know how it drives me insane when you like such slutty pics of her."

"Don't start this again Luke. It wasn't my idea to do it, management wanted it and you know I can't just say I don't want to do it. You can't even imagine how horrible it was to even go out with her and pretend to like it. It was the worst day in my entire life and I hated every minute of it so don't come onto me like this, Hemmings."

"Yeah right it's just management, come on you didn't even had to pretend to like it. You could just played it off as a one thing date but no, you do it just like this way to piss me off."

"You know what, I'm not in the mood to talk to you if you always turn it around so that it's my fault because it f*cking isn't! Don't talk to me anymore. Come again when you are up to talk normal."

And with that he walked out of the room and I ran up to him.

"Where are you going now?"

"To Bryanna. Even when I hate her but I actually don't hate her as much as I hate you now."

-

I'm sitting in my chair outside and Calum just took a pic of us while I looked a bit angry and sad.

I know he didn't meant that he hates me. He told me too much times that he loves me, that he could have meant that.

I have to talk to him now, I have to apologise for my stupidity and tell him how much I love him.

I don't want to screw this up, the last days were too beautiful to just stop them with this shit.

To Ashy Babe: Please come back. I'm sorry, I really am and I want to show you how much I love you and I want to talk about this normally and apologise how stupid I was for being a jealous idiot. Please come back. :( xxx

From Ashy Babe: I'm on my way. Meet me in my room.

I frowned because he didn't send the kisses he usually does. It's all my fault but now I can explain it.

I ran into his room and waited on his bed till he came.

*10 minutes later*

I heard the door open and saw Ashton walking over to me. He looked sad and sat next to me but with much space between us.

"I'm really sorry Ash. I don't know what happened. It just slipped out of my mouth because I was jealous that she can be public with you but I can't. It's all because of management and I know it. It's not your fault that you have to do it and I know that you had to pretend to like it because else management would have gotten angry at you. I love you so damn much and I will try to don't get jealous over you and Bryanna because I know that you love me and there's no need for me to be jealous. I trust you enough to know that nothing else happens between you and her that you didn't had to do because of management. Without management there wouldn't even be a Bryanna and we could be happy and public even when there would be homophobic people, we're stronger then them and can show them that we don't care that they find us disgusting."

"I still hate you.", he said and my smile dropped, "That was a joke idiot. I freaking love you so much. You and your awkward self."

I smiled and he pulled me into a hug.

He whispered into my ear: "Don't let us fight over something stupid again, I can't stand being angry at you. I love you too much for it."

I nodded and said: "I love you too, babe."

And then we kissed and heard Michael and Calum in the doorway saying in unison: "Aww, such cuties it makes me sick."

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