"She looks so perfect" is the new song from the Band I'm in. 5 Seconds of Summer.
In my mind I call it "He looks so perfect".
His curly brown hair, his hazel-green eyes and his smile. Yes, you're right, I talk about Ashton, my bandmate.
I don't know why, but the first time I saw him, I fell in love with him. Nobody knows my feelings.
It's hard for me. I can't tell it anyone. I'm too afraid of their reaction. Will they think I'm disgusting or will they don't mind that I'm gay?
It's 3am and I'm lying on my bed. I can't sleep cause my mind stucks on Ashton.
I heard a knock on the door and screamed: "What?"
"Can I come in?", I heard Ashton's voice.
"Uhm. Yeah why not. Come in.", I mumbled a bit.
The door opened and Ashton comes in. He closed the door and walked over to my bed.
He lays next to me under the blanket and I looked at him with a questioning face.
"I had a bad dream. Can I sleep with you?", he asked and I nodded.
I felt how he took his clothes off. Now he's only in boxers right beside me.
"Why did you do this?", I asked a bit nervous.
"Did you really think I want to sleep with my clothes? This is way too uncomfortable.", he said with a little giggle.
Oh god. This giggle is so cute. He's so cute.
"What did you say?", he asked me and I blushed. Did I really spoke that out?
"Uhmm. Nothing.", I reply shyly.
"You said something, though." "No, I don't." "Shut up. You said something about cute. I'm not stupid."
Oh what can I say? It's too difficult to say something when he's only in boxers right beside me.
"Luuukeeey. Please.", he says with puppy eyes. Oh this is too cute.
I gulp and thought about what to say. Why he looks so perfect?
"I'm tired. I tell it tommorrow. Ok?", I said and was lucky as he nods...
I woke up and felt a warm breath on my neck. I saw Ashton's arm around my waist.
He was very close to me and his stomach was pressed against my back.
I look to the clook to see it was only 6am.
I shrek as Ashton pushes his lower half against my butt. He moans softly in my ear.
Did he really have a wet dream right in my bed?
I felt his hard member more pressed against my bum.
This was so weird but I like it because I like him, more than I should. You could call it love but that's kind of awkward cause we're friends.
I felt his lip on my neck and hope I didn't moan.
His teeths bite softly my neck and it's kind of incredible. The feeling.
He moves his hips against my butt and then is when I know: He really has a wet dream.
But about who?
"Oh fuckkk- L- Luke.", I heard him moan in my ear and blushed.
He dreams about me. Oh god this turns me on.
He moves faster and harder. Wow. I hope this dream would be true right now.
I felt that my boxer were wet and that he stops moving.
I heard a groan behind me and felt cold as Ash goes away from me.
I turn my head to him and saw how his eyes were open.
"Did you have a sweet dream?", I asked and hoped I don't laugh.
"Yeah kinda like.", he said and blushed.
He looks at my neck and asked: "Why do you have a bruise right there?"
"Oh this.", I said smilling inside, "Uhm. I don't know how to explain."
"Who was that? Did someone hit y-" I cut him off by saying: "It was you."
He looked at me and said: "Me? I think I would know when I had done this. I've never hit you."
"So it's not really a bruise. You're right you've never hit me. So...uhm...It's a...a...hickey.", I stuttered and blush.
"What? But I've never kissed you on the neck." "Uhm... You did it when you were asleep."
He looks scared and I think he don't know what to say now, so I explain it.
"You had a dirty dream, right?", I asked and he nodded, "And during the dream you sucked on my neck. You moaned my name and moved your lower half against my bum."
He looks shocked. "Oh...uhm...I'm sorry.", he mumbled.
"Don't be sorry. I enjoyed it.", I blushed by my words.
Why I said that out loud?
"Do you?" "Yeah, kinda like." "Are you sure?"
"Yes, Ashy.", I said and moved closer to him.
"Like I said. I enjoyed it. I know it's not the best time to say it. But... The first time I saw you I fell in love with you."
"Really? Because I fell in love with you too."
I smiled at him and he did back. Slowly our lips met and it was the best kiss ever.
I didn't expect this would happen. I'm so happy now.
After a long kiss we looked at each other.
"So do you want to be my boyfriend?", I asked shyly.
He smiles big and answer happy: "Yes. Yes Lukey."
