Me and the boys were sitting on the couch when Calum texted me even though he is right next to me.
From Cal: I go out with Michael that you have time alone with Ashton. Hope you finally tell him how you feel and when not I will punch you in the face. You understand?
I looked at Calum and nodded. He stood up and took Michaels hand.
"Calum what are you doing?" "We go and eat some pizza in a restaurant."
"Oh can I come with you two?", Ashton asked.
"No I want to be alone with Michael. It's been two weeks since I was last alone with him and so it is with you and Luke."
"Yeah that's right. Ok then have fun guys."
They closed the door behind them and Ashton sat next to me.
He placed his head on my shoulder and I turned mine to face him.
We were really close. Damn close.
He smiled and then stood up.
"What should we do?", he asked and I shrugged.
"Why is it always me who has to bring all the ideas?", he asked and I laughed.
"Because mine are just half as good as yours."
"I could agree when I ever heard an idea of you but I've never heard one.", he said and stucked out his tongue.
I walked over to him and wanted to knock him over but he was faster so he landed on top of me.
"Oh Lukey. I know you well and I see it in your face when you want to tackle me on the ground."
"That's not fair.", I said and pouted.
He sat on my legs and held my arms over my head.
Our faces were very close and I starred him right in the eyes.
I know Calum would laugh at that because that's what he wanted.
He would probably look at me with the look 'Tell him how you feel. Now is the perfect moment'.
But I'm afraid.
I bit down on my lip and Ashton said annoyed "Stop that. It ruins your lips."
Before i could give an answer he stood up and dragged me to his room.
I was a bit confused as to why he brought me to his room but the answer came soon.
We layed down on his bed and he said "Let's watch movies and cuddle."
I smiled when he cuddled into my side and saw that he put in the movie 'The Pursuit of Happyness'.
Now would be the perfect moment to tell him how I feel but something inside me stopped me from that because when I opened my mouth nothing came out and I hated it.
Ashton couldn't see that I wanted to say something but nothing came out and I was happy about that because I don't want it to be awfull when I tell him how I feel.
I thought about how I could say it and it was the middle of the movie when I had the perfect idea.
It was still a bit awkward but the best of all.
"Ashton I have to tell you something. I hope you don't hate me afterwards but it has to be said because it's driving me crazy when I didn't say it anytime soon... So what I want to say is that I really like you alot more than just a friend."
There was no answer.
"Ashton?"
I looked down and saw that he was already fast asleep.
I was too late. Why did I had to hesitate before when I had the chance.
I hate myself but I think tomorrow I could tell him the same thing again because It's never too late.
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I woke up to the sweet sound of Ashtons voice "Lukey, wake up."
I opened my eyes and saw him with a big grin on his face.
Now is the chance to tell him.
"Ashton there's something I have to tell you. I told you this yesterday but you were asleep when I told it to you. So it's... Uhm... You know... I really like you alot..."
"You don't have to tell me that. I know it."
"Yeah but not as in a friend way."
"So you mean in a love way?"
I nodded and he looked a bit overwhelmed.
"Do you hate me now?"
"No, of course not."
"So do you like me too in a not friend way?"
"I don't know. But I think so."
"Uhm... Is it okay when I kiss you?"
"Y-yeah it's o-okay."
I leaned in and slowly our lips met.
It was a great feeling and his lips were very soft.
But the kiss didn't last long because Calum had to sneak in and look what happened yesterday.
"So Luke you finally said him how you feel. Congrats. I told you he wouldn't hate you afterwards."
"Oh shut up Calum."
Ashton giggled at that and Calum left with a chuckle.
"I could never hate you Lukey.", he said and kissed me again.
Looks like it's really never too late.
Sorry that it's Lashton again but I like them more then Malum. Oops :D
