Look who's back again. 😄✌
Sorry for being inactive for so long, most of you probably don't even read this anymore but I have a job now and barely time to write but I try to start again every now and then, so enjoy this thing I wrote down here. 😏👌
It was a night like no other, my bandmates and me were watching a movie in the tourbus. Luke and I shared a couch and so did Calum and Michael.
As the night came closer, we all went to bed one by one. We had a door that seperated half the bus and each half had two beds. Of course I shared with Luke but I'm still disappointed that the bunkbeds where so far apart. You see, I kind of have a crush on Luke and it seemed like he has one on me too, but I'm not too sure of it.
Sometimes when I can't fall asleep I listen to his breathing, it relaxes me a bit and helps me fall asleep faster. Sounds weird, I know, but let's be honest it's also kind of cute.
As I fell asleep tonight, I knew something was going to happen but I couldn't think of anything. It wasn't all too surprising when I woke up in the middle of the night and I took a look on my watch and saw it was only three am in the morning.
I rolled my eyes and tried to fall asleep again but something was different, I didn't hear the calm breathing I usually hear of Luke, he sounded kind of out of breath and like he was gasping for air. But why?
I stood up and went over to his bunk, because I was curious what was happening. I opened the curtain to his bunker and he had his mouth wide open, his eyes were closed, maybe he was still sleeping. Soft grunts and whimpers left his mouth, which kinda also sounded like moans but who was I to tell if it was such a dream.
Anyways, it actually made him look really sexy and I couldn't help but imagine him looking like this while I please him, him moaning and whining, begging for more, thinking of that really turned me on and I hated it, if he wouldn't think the same way as I did, how awkward would that be? It would absolutely ruin our friendship a hundret percent.
I wanted to know what and who he was dreaming about, but how could I manage to do that? Maybe whispering in his ear, but what?
I leaned over to his ear and wispered: "Luke, can you tell me what you're doing?"
I think that should work. I waited a bit and suddenly he said: "Mhm, you know exactly what I'm doing."
"No, tell me, I have no clue what you're doing."
He started to grunt again and his jawline stretched because he opened his mouth really wide. Now I really wondered what exactly he was dreaming about.
"Ashton, stop playing around.", he said with a whiny voice and I felt my boxers tighten a little.
I should probably go but I couldn't bring myself to let this chance slip away.
"Say my name again!"
"Mhm, Ashton, hmmm."
It really fucking turned me on but I felt like I crossed a line, what if Luke woke up and saw me here?
"Oh yes, Ashton, mhm.", he moaned again and if I didn't had a hard on before I definetly have one now, cause damn, he sounded so hot whimpering and moaning my name. I just wished his dream would be true right now.
I decided to go back to my bunk before he actually woke up and tried to think of things to get my hard on away because there's no way I'm going to jerk off with Luke next to me, even if he's having a wet dream about me.
There was a long silence until I heard Luke move under the sheets, he probably woke up. I heard how he moved the curtain, probably to look if I'm still asleep. I always leave my curtain open because I can sleep better that way. I quickly closed my eyes so it looked like I was sleeping, he closed the curtain again and I heard him remove his bedsheets.
