Astral Lovers

CHAPTER 12

WARNING

This chapter contains detailed erotic scenes.
If you are not comfortable with this topic do not read.

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Lily POV

"You understood?"
"Yes Steve I understand" I sigh feeling at the limit of my patience.
I am sitting on Steve's bed and he is standing in front of me, his arms crossed over his chest and a serious expression on his face.
On the outside, we might look like a dad that berating his own daughter who doesn't want to listen to him.
And technically that's what's going on.
"Elisabeth please, this is important!I want you to listen well"
I think he has been repeating this phrase to me every 3 minutes for the past hour.
I can't handle it anymore.
"Steve stop it!You're stressing me out!" I answer him rudely.
I see him raise an eyebrow.
"Please tell me you're kidding.Do you have any understanding of the importance and danger of this mission?"
His tone is definitely angry.
But I can't stop myself.
"No I had no idea.Please tell me again for the thousandth time" I reply sarcastically.
"Oh my God!You're a little bit dramatic Steve and I'm so tired"
I look him straight in the eye as I speak.
I can perceive the exact moment in which the fury ignites his being.
His gaze hardens and sharpens, his jaw clench.
I think I pissed him off.
I throw myself back on the bed and cover my eyes with my arm.
"I really don't understand you!Why do you act like this?Jesus!You look like a spoiled little girl"
Steve is practically yelling at me.
He had never done that.
I know it's my fault, that I'm pushing him to the limit, but so far he's always been so sweet and patient with me that this reaction from him catches me off guard.
I feel like crying.
I roll onto my side and curl up on myself, with my knees pressed to my chest.
A little sob escape from my mouth.
Behind me the mattress folds under Steve's weight and his big hand rests on my back.
"Honey please don't cry.I'm sorry.I shouldn't have yelled at you"
He lies down behind me, hugs me, holding me against his body.
"I'm sorry" he repeats.
"Don't do it.Do not apologise.You didn't do anything, it's my fault.I shouldn't have answered you badly"
My voice falters, my lip trembles.
I feel on the verge of tears.
We spend a few more minutes in silence, Steve's face buried in my hair as I play with the fingers of his hand which is resting on my stomach.
"Sorry if I'm extremely apprehensive.I just want everything to go right.I just want to come back home with you" Steve whispers behind me.
"If something were to happen to you I would not know how to survive"
His words are blades in my heart.
I would never want to be the cause of his suffering.
"Steve?" I call him with an iota of voice.
"Tell me babe"
"If anything ever happens to me I don't want you to blame yourself.Whatever the outcome of the mission it will still be a victory" I murmur.
"What...sorry but I don't think I understand"
I can hear the confusion in his voice.
"I'm just trying to say whether I come home or not doesn't matter.The thing that matters is that those men never get hold of the Space Stone.It would still be a success.See on the bright side...you would dismantle another Hydra base and avert another war"
I hope he understands the point.
"Are you joking?Please tell me you're kidding"
Steve seems panicked.
I sigh.
Obviously he didn't understand my point.
I keep talking without turning to him, I could not bear his suffering gaze.
"Steve I know you love me and I love you more than anything but we have to think about the rest of the world as well.The important thing is that McTavish doesn't get what he wants.He would destroy humanity.And if my life would be the price to stop him, I don't want you to hesitate.You must save the world before you save me.It is your duty.This is what you were born for"
I know my words make him suffer, I suffer too but this is the truth.
"If you stick to what we have planned, everything will be for the best" his response.
I sigh but I can't help it and a smile forms on my lips.
"You are really stubborn Steve Rogers"
"Like it or not babe, you will come home with me" he says.
I shake my head.
It is really impossible this man.
We remain hugged in silence to enjoy each other's presence.
"Steve?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you have an erection?"
I hear him burst into thunderous laughter.
"I'm sorry, honey"
I laugh too and turn to him.
Now we are facing each other, our noses brush against each other.
"This is supposed to be a delicate moment, I just told you I'm ready to sacrifice myself and what are you doing?You get excited?" I jokingly reproach him.
"Ok ok.Excuse me!But in my defense can I say that it's not my fault that you're so damn sexy?"
Steve's eyes sparkle with lust.
"Oh now would it be my fault?Great"
We laugh together like fools.
Then Steve's hand rests on my face, with his fingertips brushing some dark curls from my face.
His warm hand moves to the side of my neck, he rubs his thumb on my cheek and moves closer until our lips touch, starting a kiss full of passion.
Steve pushes his tongue into my mouth, devouring me.
My hands immediately tighten on his chest, squeezing the fabric of his shirt.
I moan with pleasure.
A growl comes from his chest.
We detach ourselves only because we need to breathe but the longing for him does not stop.
He begins to kiss my neck until he reaches my jaw, he follows the whole outline until he reaches my ear.
"My God how much I love you"
My skin fills with chills at his words.
"I love you too" my answer is an obscene whisper that resounds in the room.
This man has an awesome power over me.
A glance from him or a word from him is enough to set me alight.
In a moment a thought crosses my mind.
This could be the last time we are together...
I move away from him and with one hand resting on his rocky chest I push him until his back touches the mattress.
I climb onto him, straddling his lap.
His hands immediately sink into the flesh of my hips.
"Make love with me Steve"
There is no shame in my words.
There is no fear.
Steve's eyes widen in amazement, the black of his pupil seems to completely swallow the blue.
"What?" he whispers breathlessly.
"You got it right" I reply.
Then I dive into his lips, lick his lower lip and then grab it between my teeth and suck it greedily.
I feel his cock getting bigger and bigger, even through our jeans I can feel its warmth.
I rub myself sensually against him.
His hands go up along my back and with a light push he sits up taking me up with him.
His hands are now on the back of my neck, pushing my face towards him as if it were possible to be closer than we already are.
As if we could merge with each other.
My hands caress his biceps, hard and sculpted.
They look like marble.
I slip my hands under his shirt, he jumps violently.
A mix between excitement and my cold hands.
I smile on his lips.
"Sorry"
"Don't worry"
The only answer of him.
We continue to kiss as my fingertips continue to draw imaginary squiggles on the skin of his back, on his abs.
Then with a quick gesture I take off his shirt from over his head and push him back onto the bed.
I bend down just enough for my mouth to reach his body.
I start with his jaw, I delimit the contours with my tongue and then go down along his neck.
I leave a kiss on the Adam's apple.
I kiss his chest muscles, go down until I find his nipple in front of me.
I part my lips to welcome it inside my mouth, lick it and feel it harden.
I instinctively brush against him.
The friction of the jeans on my clit makes my eyes roll in my head.
I hear the air leave his mouth with a hiss, his hips rise in response.
"Oh honey...you drive me crazy" Steve groans.
I feel gassed by his physical reaction so I resume kissing his chest.
I go down slowly until I get close to his navel.
I kiss it, I tease it with my tongue.
With a trembling hand I grab the belt of his trousers and try to unhook it.
Steve's voice takes me back to planet earth.
"Stop babe.Please stop"
I lift my confused gaze to his face.
"What happen?" I reply shortness of breath.
"We can't" he whispers to me.
"What?Why?" I feel dazed.
He sits up again and I get off his lap.
I do not know what to say.
I do not know what to think.
My eyes fill with tears.
I feel mortified, rejected, humiliated.
I put my hands to my face to hide.
Steve grabs my wrists with one hand and with disarming ease he removes my hands from my face where the tears now flow relentlessly.
"Why do not you want me?Don't you want me enough?" I whisper to him full of shame.
"What?Don't be absurd!" he replies with a laugh.
"I don't find anything funny in it!"
Now I'm angry.
"Honey?Honey please look at me"
Steve's voice is so sweet that I can't help but obey him.
"I love you and I want to make love with you from the first moment our eyes met on the streets of New York but..."
"I hate but!" I snort interrupting him.
He chuckles and then resumes speaking.
"I was saying...I love you but I won't make love with you now.You are right and I want to wait until you are really here.With your true, wonderful and sinful body" he concludes by kissing me.
A small smile curls my lips.
"So you want me as much as I want you?"
His eyes burn with a bewildering intensity.
He pushes me violently with my back on the bed, his hand still tight around my wrists, lifts them up to lock them over my head.
He makes space between my legs and places his free hand next to my head so as not to burden me with his weight.
He kisses me almost angrily leaving me dizzy and panting.
He looks me in the eyes and then in a voice that exudes lust he says to me "Oh honey you have no idea how I feel when you are close to me.You have no idea of ​​the thousand thoughts that run through my mind, of how filthy and perverse they are.I dream of fucking you until you scream my name.To make you beg for an orgasm.I want to bow you to my will.Make you mine.Branding you so that no other man ever dares to look at you"
My face is on fire.
His words laden with his sinful promises make my head spin.
Steve kisses me again, this time slowly and softly.
"You will give me everything I want and in return I offer you my heart even if in reality I have already given it to you" he smiles at me, his wonderful baby blue eyes shine.
"You are mistress of my heart and queen of my life"
"Oh Steve" I don't know what else to answer.
I throw my arms around his neck and squeeze him with all the strength in my body.
"I love you so much babe.I can't wait for this nightmare to end.I just want to live my life quietly next to you" I whisper in his ear.
"Don't worry.Everything will be fine" he replies.
I'm scared but I have to force myself.
I try to change the subject, just to ease the tension a bit.
"So...as for the fact that you would like to bend me to your will, isn't it that you could give me a little taste of it?"
He laughs heartily.
"Oh honey you don't even have to ask" and with that he kisses me again.
At first only light and short contacts.
He kisses every corner of my face.
The forehead, the tip of the nose.
Both cheeks and then back to my mouth.
His tongue a light caress on it.
My mouth opens meekly allowing him to enter.
Our tongues dance together elegantly, in sync.
He is leaning on one elbow, his free hand wandering relentlessly over my body.
He slips under the shirt and climbs up to my breasts.
I'm not wearing a bra, I know this is freaking him out.
In fact, as soon as he realizes it, I feel him smile on my lips.
He pulls his lips from mine and lifts himself from my body.
He grabs the hem of my shirt and slips it off.
I stand bare-chested in front of him.
He looks at me entranced.
He leans over me and starts kissing my hot skin.
He starts leaving a kiss between the breasts and then goes down to the belly leaving a trail of kisses.
He goes up and down a couple of times.
One of his hands grabs my breast and squeezes it, teasing the nipple between his fingers.
I moan without shame.
The sensations I feel right now are indescribable.
I love this man more than my own life.
He then sinks his face between my breasts, kisses them both one after the other.
My hands immediately go to squeeze his hair at the base of his neck, my head sinks further into the pillow.
"Oh Steve" I cry out.
He continues this sweet torture.
He takes one nipple in his mouth while the other squeezes it and pulls it with the fingers of the other hand.
After a few minutes he shifts his attention further down to my belly.
He puts both hands on it and kisses it softly.
This gesture takes me by surprise.
It's so intimate and sweet, like he worships that part of my body.
The part that could one day host the fruit of our love.
I lift my head off the pillow, my eyes fill with tears again.
"Steve" I whimper.
His big, beautiful eyes are wet, could he have had the same thought I did?
With his eyes chained to mine, he kisses again the same spot.
"One day..."
His answer removes any doubt from me.
We want the same thing for our future.
I feel his hands unbutton my jeans, he slides them down my hips and accompanies them down to my ankles.
He takes it off completely and throws it somewhere on the floor.
He grabs me by the hips and pulls me to the edge of the bed.
He kneels in front of me and with his big hands spreads my thighs to position himself between them.
His hands move under my ass and he leaves a kiss on my panties.
My fingernails stick to the blankets beneath me.
He goes down to kiss my inner thigh rubbing his nose along my fold still covered with panties, another kiss and then takes them off.
I squeeze my legs embarrassed.
"It's alright my love, it's alright.Trust me"
What a silly thing, as if I didn't trust him completely already.
"I trust in you babe!It's just that I never...yes I mean, I never..."
I struggle to find the right words but I fail.
"I know baby, I know" he replies with his eyes full of love.
He grabs my knees and spreads my legs again, I relax under his touch.
His mouth starts from my knee and one kiss after another reaches my pussy.
He leaves a kiss on the mount of Venus.
My head sinks violently into the pillow, a strangled moan comes from my lips.
Steve puts his hand on my femininity, teases the entrance with the tip of a finger.
I bite my lip so as not to scream.
Slowly he plunges a finger into me and his mouth rests delicately on the clit.
As soon as his finger starts moving inside me he starts licking.
His finger moves with an exhausting slowness, in and out.
Back and forth.
He moves it inside me touching every possible point.
All this while continuing to lick me.
He slips his finger out of me and I whimper at the feeling of emptiness.
Steve's hands harpoon my thighs and he places them on his shoulders for more access and his tongue sinks into me replacing his finger.
I feel his tongue coming in and out of my pussy.
He goes up to lick and suck my clit.
He is literally fucking me with his tongue and I feel that my heart could burst at any moment.
"Oh babe!Yeah!Don't...don't stop" I gasp.
My back arches, I go towards his mouth with my hips.
My hands grip his hair.
My breathing quickened, my mouth is dry.
I moan loudly, so loud that I'm afraid that everyone can hear me.
I put a hand on my mouth.
Steve's voice scolds me immediately.
"Don't do it!I want to hear you scream my name.Say it honey! Say my name" and so he says he goes back to using his tongue to lick me and fuck me.
I begin to feel the orgasm, waves of pleasure overwhelm me without giving me time to breathe.
"Steve!Oh Steve!Steve, Steve, STEVE!"
I repeat his name incessantly.
"Cum for me.Cum just for me. Be a good girl" Steve whispers about my sex.
I can't resist anymore and I am overwhelmed by the most sensational orgasm of my life.
Steve's tongue continues to lick and stimulate until it becomes almost painful.
One hand of mine convulsively squeezes the blanket under me while the other holds Steve's neck, my nails stuck in his flesh.
My body is filled with adrenaline rushes, the blood is pumping furiously through my veins.
I try to catch my breath.
I see Steve rise and lick his lips.
He lies down next to me pulling me towards his body and making me rest my head on his chest.
He lowers his gaze to me.
"How are you?Everything is alright?"
His concern is the sweetest thing my ears have ever heard.
"Yes I'm fine.I've never been better" I reply, a little shiver hits me.
"Are you cold?" he asks me eagerly.
"Yep" I reply holding closer to his body in search of warmth.
The sweat on my body is making me freeze.
Steve grabs the blanket and uses it to cover both of us.
"Thank you" I whisper kissing his lips.
"I'll always give you anything you want honey" Steve's words are full of love and truth.
I yawn loudly.
"Sorry" I smile with my eyes closed.
"Don't worry.Take a rest"
Steve kisses the top of my head, then my forehead.
"I'll be here when you wake up my sweet little Lily"
I let myself be lulled by his voice and without realizing it I lose myself in the oblivion of my dreams.