In Love And Death

So will you ever be angry?

Bert opened the door to Quinn's house, it was like the day when he went to the hospital all over again.

"So what made you have sex with Adam?" Bert asked me. I thought it was an odd question.

"Um, I got along with him so well. It was almost like we knew what we were thinking. Adam kissed me and it kinda lead on from there." I went to the kitchen and got a bottle of water from the fridge. Bert followed me and leaned on the wall opposite of the fridge.

"Zoe?"

"Yeah," I replied.

"How was it?" Another odd question from Bert.

"Um, great until I remembered about you." I laughed at myself. These questions were making me feel embarrassed. I opened up the water I held in my hands. "Why do you want to know?"

"Just to make sure he didn't get you preggers or anything like that."

"Well you would have to ask another question." He forgot one little question if he wanted to know. I leaned up against the fridge and stared into his eyes.

"Was he wearing a condom?" Bert was not phased by any of his questions, I think he was actually wanted to know everything. I would too if I was him, if your significant other had sex with someone else and told you about it. You would want to know.

"Yeah, he is super young, so of course he doesn't fucking want kids." I took a sip of my water and put it back, it wasn't very cold. And now that we were talking about this, I wasn't wanting anything.

"Well, than if your pregnant you will know it's mine." He sat down on the couch and turned on the tv.

"So, wait you didn't have a condom on when we had sex?" I asked. I didn't remember.

"Nope, neither times." He looked over at me, "Are you okay? You look sick."

"So I could possibly be a pregnant teenager? I don't know what I'm supposed to do with a kid." I started getting worried.

"Zoe, you'll be fine. I don't think you're pregnant. If you were our kid would be an awesome little anarchist. Now don't worry."

I calmed down a little and sat next to him. "Alright then. I won't at least know for about a week. So were safe from all of this for now."

"Ok, we'll worry about that next week. But don't bring this up with the guys yet. Cuz, we don't know for sure yet." He looked up at the tv. "When is the show?"

"Its the 26th, so in seven days." I said. "That will be so exciting," I said.

"Yeah, they don't come to America all that often so hopefully this will be great." He remembered something, "Isn't Quinn supposed to get stitches out?"

"Yeah, will he be able to come?"

"Maybe. Let's just relax now. We are probably going to have a really weird day tomorrow." He leaned his head on me and we watched what ever was on tv.

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"Hey, Zo." Bert shook me awake. "You fell asleep. You wanna go to bed?" His blue eyes were fixed on mine.

"In a minute." I stretched and got up. "I'll be in there in a minute." I went to the bathroom and when I came out Bert was laying in his bed.

"You can lay in here tonight. You don't need to be out there alone." I laid down beside him and fell asleep.

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The next two days we sat at home, nothing really to do. I was having a nice time with nothing to do. These were the only days we had that weren't filled with happiness or misery. I was okay with it and Bert savored every moment of it.