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Chapter Twelve: Obsession

Jungkook's Pov

"He's your probe, isn't he?"

"What?"

"Jungkook, Kim Taehyung, is your probe, right?"

I looked down, avoiding eye contact as my aunt glared at me.

"Yeah, he is." I answered, still looking down at my lap as my aunt let out a big sigh, a more disappointed one. "You're moving schools."

No, this isn't happening.

"Houses too."

"No! Please, I'll try to control it as much as possible! " I cried out loud as I looked up and faced her. "I'm different. I'm not like other monos. " I continued. "I'll rise above the urge. I promise. " My aunt stood up abruptly, which caused the dining chair to fall down to the ground as she walked over to me. She pulled me by my arm forcefully and dragged me out of my seat. She snapped. "Are you aware of the loss you'll experience?! How can you possibly handle that? "

"I already lost my sister. I can't lose you too!"

"Shut up! Shut up! " I pushed myself out of my aunt's grip as I collapsed on the floor on my knees.

"Don't say things like that." I cried out, tears creating waterfalls down my cheeks. My eyes turned red and blurry as my lips trembled while I let out large whimpers. I looked down facing the floor, seeing my teardrops make eye contact with the wooden planks. My aunt crouched down in front of me. She patted my head,

"Jungkook, I'm sorry."

I sat in my seat as Jackson and Johnny surrounded me. "Taehyung won't make it today either. He has a test to complete. " Johnny started. "Once he makes the debut squad, his phone will be confiscated and he'll have to move in with the other members." Johnny continued, "He might not be coming back." Jackson piped in, "Well, that's fine with me." Johnny joked back as they giggled at his sarcastic comment. I turned my head, facing Jackson, a blank expression on my face. "What if I kidnapped him? How do you think he'll react? " I asked in a mono-toned voice. Ignoring Johnny's awkward laugh in the background. "You're being ridiculous, Jungkook." Johnny spoke again as I just ignored him and looked back down at my lap.

"Are you willing to become a monster yourself?" I could basically feel Johnny's usual smile fade as Jackson says that. A monster took my mother away from me. So why can't I turn into one myself, and keep Kim Taehyung by my side?

Jackson Wang saw right through me.

I'm now close to becoming a monster myself.

Third Pov

Jungkook walks down the line of shops on the streets after school as he hears a ringing sound enter his ears from the right side. His head ached all of a sudden as he looked around for the cause of the sound. He gripped his hair and crouched down and grasped a tree near by and shut his eyes tight. When he opened his eyes again, there were tints of soft-shaded colors on random parts of his vision. "No. No! This isn't happening! " He screamed, turning him into the center of attention in the busy streets as people turned to stare and point in a matter of seconds. Jungkook sprinted. He dashed out of the streets of Seoul and went into an alleyway. He ran and ran, pushing people out of the way while doing so. He collapsed against the brick wall and slid down against it as his hand lost grip of his school bag and finally fell to the floor. His world spun around, thinking that his lunch might make a reappearance as his sight got blurry, his eyes rolling at the back of his head and he tightened his hand. The wall that was once a soft shade of brown in his eyes turned into a dark gray in seconds after he got his normal sight back. Once again, God was teasing him with things he couldn't have, unless he was with Kim Taehyung.

Ropes, a security camera, a hammer, and a wrench were stacked in the tiny blue basket as Jungkook walked towards the cashier in the tool store. The cashier eyed him down from head to toe suspiciously before grabbing the things inside the basket and scanning them. Jungkook placed a stack of his money on the counter before the cashier was even done, as he tried his best to avoid eye contact. Right when he received his change and bag of goodies, he dashed out of the store, stomping his feet.

Light came out of the computer screen in the dark room with a video playing in the background.

"How to tie a hangman's noose." It was written at the bottom of the video in black and bold.

"What am I doing?" He said it out loud as the rope around his wrist tightened, causing a nasty bruise to form.

Jungkook Pov

I listened to music with my air pods as I crossed my legs. I was in the lowest part of the school, so it surprised me to see a figure approaching me as he came down the stairs. The figure was Kim Taehyung. "Jungkook." I turned my head to face him. His mask was off. Almost suddenly, dashes of color rushed out of his face into mine. I clutched my eyes tight and turned away. Taehyung reached the bench I was sitting on and sat next to me for a while. I kept my air pods away in their container. "Are you alright?" I didn't answer and faced him, having the courage to look him straight in his eyes. "You're here." I stated, only for him to give me a tired smile back. "I missed you so much that I came early." He started, only to glance at my wrist.

"How to tie a hangman's noose."

He grabbed me by my wrist with his hands and inspected it. "What happened to Jungkook? Did you injure yourself? " He asked, raising his voice a bit. He looked at me with a worried look in his eyes, a bit saddened. I didn't answer. I didn't want to. I couldn't stand his face anymore.

"What happened to one? Was it your aunt? "

"No, of course not."

I sometimes wonder how this scar will seem to him. You should be more worried about yourself, not me. It's just like what I've been saying.

I'm a mono and you're a probe, Taehyung. A mono can only hurt a probe.

Because monos never want to lose, what probe can show them.

I don't want to hurt you, Taehyung. I love you too much to do that.