Another Chance

Chapter 1 - i' m not happy anymore

(A/N): picture is not mine, i uploaded it from google..

English is not my first language and this is my first time to write here in wattpad.. sorry for some grammatical error.

I am open for some suggestion😊 . Hope you like it. Enjoy😊

Forth Pov

I went home around 10pm in the evening. As i open the door i found Beam sleeping on the couch. I walk straight to him and wake him up. Soon as i tap his shoulder he open his eyes.

"Glad you're home" he said grogily and gets up and give me a pecks in the lips.

I just smile to him

"Have you eaten dinner?" He ask me and went to the kitchen. Still i did not say a word.

"I guess your not,wait a little and i will reheat the food" he said and continue to put the food in the oven.

While he do his thing,his back facing me and i said the words.

"I'm not happy anymore" i said to him, i see that he halt from his movement suddenly and for a few second he face me and there's smile in his face.

"I cook your favorite carbonara, eat it while its hot" he said as if he did not hear what i said. He put the food on the table and guide me to sit and sign me to it. He also give me a glass of apple juice which is my favorite also. Of course with full smile flastered in his face. I hold his wrist and tell him.

" Beam, do you hear what i said?, i said i am not happy any....." I ask him and ready to repeat what i said earlier but he stops from talking by putting his index right finger on my lips.

"I heard you forth... loud and clear" he said still smiling... "now eat, i will sleep first, i have an early schedule tommorow" and he turn his back and walk straight to the room.

I follow his back until he dissappear from my sight. I look at the food but i have no appetite to eat, so i put back the food on the fridge and drink only the juice. Still, i am confuse on his behavior towards on my revelation. Why is he acing as if he did not feel any pain on what i said. Damn... instead of following him to our bed,i decided to sleep on the couch that night and wake up around 6am with blanket over me and pillow on my head.
"Oh my god,what i have done." I rake my hair in frustration.. why Beam still  do this, after what i said last night. I got up and decided to talk to him again, i walk to our room to be surprised with out Beam on the sight, our bed is neatly done. I guess he went early as he said last night he has an early schedule. Beam is an intern to one of the prestigious hospital in the town. He is a medical student who major in neurology. He wants to be the best neurologist, that is his dream. 
Well i guess i need to talk to him later after his duty. I need to shower because i also have an early schedule too. I am an engineering student major in mechanical. I am on my last year.

I walk pass on our bed side table, i walk to our closet to prepare for my clothes to be surprised. There's no Beams clothes left in the closet, i check all the drawer and cabinet,all his things are gone.. "Shit" i mumbled to my self. I tried to call his number but my call went direct to voice mail. I try once again..

"Please Beam answer your phone"  i whisper to my self but still no answer. I return to bed and sit for a while yo think where would he been and then i suddenly look at the night table just to  notice that our photo is missing and there's a letter and a white ling envelope with a small velvet box on top of it. I grab the box with my hand shaking and i opened it. Oh shit, it' s our ring. And then i pick up the envelope and opened it. And i am shocked on what i see....

Beam Pov

I wait for Forth to come home,. I finished my duty early so i decided to cook his favorite carbonara and buy his favorite apple juice.

It's already 9pm,and yet Forth is not home. "I thought he will finished his duty at 6pm,why he still not home" i murmur to myself. "Maybe he has some overtime" i said also to myself.

So i decided to sit on the couch and watch t.v. but then i drifted to sleep. I wake up when i feel that someone is tapping my shoulder. It's Forth, i got up and look at the wall clock, it's already 10pm, it's late but i did nit questioned him. I give him a peck on his lips first and ask him if he already had a dinner and i walk straight to the kitchen to reheat the food then suddenly he said.. "I am not happy anymore". I froze for a few seconds to what i hear. But then i still manage to face him with a smile and served his food. And wish that he will said that he is joking. But no,. Forth is not joking. I just ignore what he said and continue to smile. But he ask me if i hear him. "Oh god,this is it"i told to myself. "This is the day that i dont want to happen,but it already happening.

Then i tell him "I heard you Forth... loud and clear" and i smile and tell him that i will sleep first, i immediately turn my back to him, because if i stay a little longer i can't hold back my tears anymore.. Soon as i enter our room, i flop down on the floor and silently cry with my face down on my knees.. i feel devastated, my heart is torn into million pieces. I feel like my world is falling apart and the debris is scattered everywhere. I cried for almost two hours. I expected this things to happen,but i dont expect to be this sooner. I stand up and wipe my tears with both of my palm and exhale and inhale for hundredth times. And then i proceed to my plan. "You can make it Beam, you can make it"...

(A/N: i am crying while writing this.😥😥😥. Just bear with me dear readers.. my plot is so hurtful and full of angst at the beginning but it will bloom in to happiness in time. Just wait.

Lovelots,
Voices not heard