Another Chance

Chapter 2- i love you, good bye part 1

(A/N): This is a classical song from celine dion. Please play it on the bqck round while reading.

English is not my first language and this is my first time to write here in wattpad.. sorry for some grammatical error.

I am open for some suggestion😊 . Hope you like it. Enjoy😊

3rd person Pov

Beam stay up allnight. When he sure that Forth will not sleep on their room he get his travelling bag and started packing his things. He pick all his things and make sure nothing will be left behind. Soon as he done packing he take also the picture frame of him and Foth and put in his bag. And he  pulled off his ring and return to the box, he also get the white envelope and put it on the night table together with the box of ring. And he started to write a letter for Forth.

My dearest Forth;

When you read this letter i may not be around. I am sorry for leaving like this, cause i have no courage to say good bye personally.

For what you have said last night, i get it Forth. You are not happy anymore with me. I know, i already know. Remember the time i surprised you in your work place? You and your friends are talking about me and our relationship, i heard all of it Forth. But still, i kept quiet.. instead of confronting and nagging you, i think of ways how to win you back.

***flashback***

"Where are you going Beam?" Ask Phana when he saw me almost running on the hall way of the hospital

"I will surprise Forth, i cook him lunch" i said to Phana..

"Oi, how sweet of you Mrs. Jaturapoom" Phana teases me

"Oh, come on Pha you did this also, didn't you?" I tease him back and i winks at him and wave good bye

"Yah,yah. Take care"

"Ok, you too. Said hellow to Yo for me"

"Ok i will"..

Then i drove straight to Forth's work place,.it is a 15 minutes drive away from the hospital where i do my internship. I got to the elevator and pin on the eight floor where Forth's office. Soon as i got out from the elevator, the knock on the door was halt because i heard that Forth is talking to someone. I peep on the slightly open door and i saw that he isa talking to Lam and Park. I got frozen from the spot to what i heard.

"Oh come on Forth, you love Beam all your life, isn't it"? - Lam

"I don't know anymore" - he sigh and lit a cigarret.

My heart skip a beat to what i've heard.

"Lately, i felt that im not happy anymore" - he continues.

"Is there someone else Forth?" - ask Park.

He pause for a while and answer.

" I guess there is" - he said with sly smile on his face.. i felt like my blood go out to my veins, i hold the door knob tightly,my knuckles turn to white. I felt like my knees are shaking.

I can't take this anymore, i dont wanna hear what he's still to say. I turn my back and plan to leave but suddenly i bump to Max.

"Hey Beam, you are here" he said

"Ahmm...yeah..i..i'm here to bring Fort's lunch.." i said stammering.

"Oh, have you seen him already?" -he ask again

"Ahm..n..no., ahm Max can you give it to him,i am in a hurry cause there is an emergency at the hospital i can't stay long" i pleaded him while giving him the lunch box

"Ok Beam no problem" he said and smile.

I walk straight to the parking lot and went inside my car and cry. What Forth's said awhile ago keeping repeating to my head.. i stayed there for about half hour, my tears keep rolling down, im not stable at the monent so i called Kit.

Ring..ring

"Hey Beam" - Kit said. But i can't talk, i just cry. Kit heard my sobs

"Beam are you alright, please talk."

"Kit van you pick me up, i'm here at the parking lot of Forth's office." sobs

"Ok Beam, wait for me there"

For about 15 minutes,Kit came with Ming. They get in in the car and Kit saw me crying.. also Ming is there standing at the outside. I can't talk, i just want to cry. So Kit grab and hug me and try to calm me.

"Babe, i'll drive Beams car, i bring him home" - he said to Ming

"Ok babe,i will follow" - Ming answer and kiss Kit on the lips.

And they drove back to Beam and Forths house. Still Beam is crying. When he manage to tell what happened to Kit, Kit got so angry. He wants to talk to Forth and hit his face if possible, but Beam ask not to tell to anyone what happen, he said that he will do anything to bring Forth back to his embrace. And Kit agrees to that,  hoping that Beam will succeed in winning Forths heart back.

And then, he begun to do anything to make Forth happy, everything. But still, he thinks it's not enough.

Forth keep coming home late and reek of alcohol. He mumbles different names everynight to his sleep. As if he had some random sex in everyplace he go. Beam take it all, for him seeing Forth everyday is enough for him. He doesnt care if Forth has any other affair aside from him, as long as Forth is keep coming home to him. But still,it hurts.. one night, the crazy doc decided to have a booze at their favorite bar. Beam decided to go, since Forth is not in town because he went home to his parents that day. But to his surprise, upon entering to the club he saw Forth kissing a girl and that girl is Pring. Pring is his ex girlfriend when we are in high school. I know that Pring holds a special place in his heart, but Forth assures Beam that theres no need to get jealous because he no longer love Pring. Beam hold on to Forths word, but what is this?

Beam froze.

"Beam are you ok" -Kit asked and trails where Beams eye is looking for and he was surprised.

"Oh shit, Beam are you ok"?- Kit said worriedly..he see the tears in Beams eyes. Before any bad could happen he drag Beam away to that bar and immediately called Phana to change their venue.

At Mings house:

This is the place where Kit choose to bring Beam, Phana and Yo. Beam is no longer crying, he just stare to his beer on his right hand and the ring to his left finger. He was so devastated. But he did not utter any word. They drink in silence, after 1 hour Beam decided to go home. His friends feel pity to him but they can't do anything because Beam told them to not interfere with his problem,he guarantee his friends that he will solve his problem alone. And they respect it.