"I don't know what happen, but i think i am not happy anymore" - forth
That's what forth told to beam when they last talk and seen each other 5 years ago, after what forth said to beam, he decided to leave forth and moved on.
What will happen if the...
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Beams Pov
Forth and Benjamin are still laughing and enjoying each company. It hurst Beam a lot because he keep thinking why Forth is here now, its for Benjamins sake nothing more. He feels that any moment he will burst into crying thats why he excused himself for a reason of going to the bathroom. Forth eyes follows Beam. "He still sad"Forth whispers but Benjamin hears him
"He's hurt.....mama is hurt" he suddenly blurt out.
"Why son?"
"Because mama still loves you, despite of what you did to him...he still loves you" Benjamin continues while playing with his new toy. "It hurts him a lot thinking that youre only here for me"
Forth is worried.. he should do his plan immediately. Then Benjamin talk again.
"Mr. Jaturapoom, please dont make mama cry again. If you do not love him anymore please tell it to him directly, so that mama will really moved on this time" Benjamin said still looking on Forths eyes.
Forth holds Benjamin hands and he said. "Baby i need your help" Benjamin frowns
"What is it?"
"I want to court your mama once again" Benjamin eyes widen in shock
"Really? You mean, you also love mama?" Forth nods
"Are you sure?" Benjamin ask with knitted brows.. Forth nods again then Benjamin smiles.
"Ok then you can court him" He said while gigling and show thumbs up.
When Beam return Benjamin run towards Beam. "Mama, little Benjamin is hungry" he said and Beam look at his watch.
"Ok lets eat first, its almost lunch time already, where do you want to eat" he ask his son
"I want fried chicken, spaghetti and soda"
"Ok then lets go" he looks at Forth "Lets eat first Forth, Benj is hungry" he continues with out looking at Forths eyes.
"Ok" -Forth
Benjamin is the one who choose the restaurant and its KFC.
Beam and Benjamin sit together while Forth sitted across Beam.
Beam is not yet eating his food because he is busy feeding Benjamin when suddenly Forth stand up and lift Benjamin up to sit on his side. Beam is confuse."Why" he said
"I'll feed Benjamin, you go and eat your food" command Forth
"It's ok Forth i'll feed him and i will eat my food aft...." Beam cut his words when suddenly Forth speak
"Don't make me repeat myself Beam, just eat" he said with stern voice
Beam just nods and eat his food while Benjamin is grinning hearing his parents conversation.
After they eat their lunch they went to the grocery store to buy the things needed for Benjamins birthday. Forth carries Benjamin on his shoulder while following Beam on a push cart.
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(Just imagine that this is Forth and Benjamin)
"What do we need for his birthday Baby..?" Forth ask while looking on the grocery stall, Beam stop and look at Forth. Did he hear it right? Forth calls him baby...again. When Forth feels that Beam is not following him, he stop and turn to frozen Beam.
"Beam...." -Forth
Forth called Beam twice and for the last time Beam back to his senses.. he shake his head.. "Coming" he said to Forth
Forth get the grocery list from Beam, he also take the push cart to Beam and put Benjamin inside the cart.
"Ahmm Forth,its ok. Let me get the groceries. " - Beam
"No..i'll be the one to get it, just follow me and push the cart" - said Forth and he pinch Beams nose. He get startled on Forths gesture. This is how Forth treats him when they were together. Even the grocery things is the same. He stares at Forth, then Forth continue to walk when Benjamin talk...
"Mama wake up...your day dreaming again" he said and Forth hears him and Beam snap again. He smiles to his son.
"Oh, really huh?" He said
"Push it mama, lets follow dada" Benjamin said
"Wait...what? What did you say baby?"
"What mama?"
"Repeat it, what did you call to Forth?"
Benjamin get shock and covers his mouth with his two little hands.
Beam brows knitted and he lean down to his son. "Hmmm...you little pumpkin, is there something that i need to know?"
"Nothing mama...promise... nothing" he said while giggling.
"Are you sure?" Beam teases his son but Benjamin did not say it again. Forth hears the bickering of the two and he shout.
"Come on my babies, where running out of time here" he said while waving his hand holding a 3 packs of pasta and Beam follows Forth with Benjamin inside the cart.
He hears it right, Benjamin calls Forth Dada. "Is destiny do his thing again" he mumbles to himself and smile for that thought.
After they finish taking the groceries, Forth is the one who pay for it. Beam refuse it but Forth insisted. Telling him that he wants to do that for his son and he wants to make it up to him for the lost opportunity to do that for the past 5 years. Beam just nods and let him pay for it. Then he hears it again, Forth did this only for his son.
Its 3pm when they finished buying all the things needed for their sons birthday. Beam text Sharp telling him that they are with Forth and he's the one who will take them home.
Forth put all the shopping bag on the trunk while Beam holds the sleeping Benjamin leaning on his shoulder when Forth phone rings.
Forth look at the phone screen and look at Beam and signaling him the he will answer his phone. Beam just nods. Forth walk away just a few steps to Beam and answer his phone
"Hellow love" Forth greeted on the person in the other line and Beam hears it. He can see from where he was standing that Forth smiles the whole time hes talking in the phone. Beam felt a pinch in his heart again. And he go inside the car and lay Benjamin at the back sit and fix himself because he felt that there is a tears in his cheeks. After Forth talking at the phone he go to the car and he see Beam laying Benjamin at the back sit but there is one thing that did not escape from his sight, Beam is wiping something on his cheeks. He comes close and he sees that Beam is crying. He approach Beam but beam see him already and he turn his back so that Forth will not see him crying.
"What's wrong Beam" Forth ask
"Ahmmm...nothing, theres something get in to my eyes." He said still wiping his eyes and cheeks. Forth just nods
"Lets go Forth, i'm tired i want to take a rest" Beam said and get in at the car passengers sit. Beam is quiet the whole ride. He take his eyes outside the window. And occassionally, Forth looks at him with out saying anything.
