"I don't know what happen, but i think i am not happy anymore" - forth
That's what forth told to beam when they last talk and seen each other 5 years ago, after what forth said to beam, he decided to leave forth and moved on.
What will happen if the...
(A/N: This is the part 3 of chapter 2. This side of the story will evolve to some flashback. But i guarantee you dear readers that my story will be easily understand.
Sorry for the angst..✌️that's how my story goes.. but i promise there will be a twist.. keep reading.. enjoy
***continuation of Beams letter to Forth in bold letter.***
After that night, i thought it was the sign that i keep on asking god, so i keep holding on to our relationship but i am wrong. I feel like everytime we're together, your body is present but your mind is on somewhere else or should i say to someone else. The smile you give to me doesn' t reach to your eyes. So i made a decision, if youre going to ask me for a break up or some sort of that kind,i will let you free. But then unfortunate things happened.when i learned that i am pregnant, i was so happy Forth. I told to my self,maybe this baby will be the one to keep us together, but i am late. I loose you already.
I let you know about my pregnancy not to obliged you or anything. You don't have to take responsibility with it. I can handle it. Of course i am also a man,right. I dont intend to hide it from you neither to my baby. I will not take away your right to be a father. When he or she grow up, i will tell who is the father. I will tell to him/her " Your father is Forth Jaturapoom" don't worry, i will not tell anything bad about you. Promise. 😊 .
I love you Forth, with all my life. But i choose to move away and let you go. I keep fighting for our love, but the one whom i want to fight with is long gone. You already surrendered to our battle Forth. I am no longer your happy pill. So i am giving you your freedom. Go to your happiness now. You are free my love. Don't worry about me, i can take good care of my self and the baby. You already found your happiness, with Pring. And me, i just found mine yesterday. And he/she is growing on my belly.
Don't feel guilty Forth. We will going to see each other,in time.
I love you Forth, good bye.
Your ex- babe Beam Baramee.
After he finish reading Beams letter, Forth grab the white envelope with his hands shaking. He open it and see the sonogram.
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Beam is pregnant,with his baby.. "Oh my god, what i have done" he said and tears keep flowing down his cheeks. He flop down from bed to the floor holding the picture embracing it. "I'm sorry my love, i' m sorry, please come back to me" he cry hopelessly.
After he came from realization, Beams already know all the things he has done but he keeps quiet all the while. He get his phone and dials Earths number.
Ring..ring..ring..
"Hey baby brother, what's up? Earth greets him happily,but stop halfway when he hears Forth sobs..
"I am so stupid Phi, i am so stupid"he says inbetween sobbing..
"Whats wrong bro, what happen?" Eart ask again.
"He leave me nah Phi, Beam leavez me.huhuhuhu"
"Wait bro,where are you now"
"I am in our apartment Phi"
"Ok stay there, ill be there in 20 minutes"
"Ok Phi"
After 20 minutes Earth came to his apartment. And his heart felt aching from what he saw. Forth lying on the floor, hugging the ultrasound image, a letter and the ringbox crying.
"Oh my god Forth, what happen?" He said while picking Forth and guided him to sit on the bed.
"And what was that?" He ask pointing to what is Forth embracing. Forth give those things to Earth and he read the lette.
"What did you do Forth?" He ask his brother with a stern voice. Forth begins to cry again. "Its my fault Phi, i am so stupid."
"Yes you are, Forth" he said while greeted gis teeth. "So what is plan now huh?" He ask again
"I dont know Phi, i dont know where to find him Phi, please help me." He pleaded, still crying helplessly.
Earth heart soften a bit with what his brother condtion now. He feels so devastated, but what can he do, he just let Beam slip away with him because of his stupidity.
"Alright baby bro, calm yourself. Come with me now, we are going home now.tell to our parents what happen and we will figure it out what are we going to do next and Forth nods in agreement. They went back home. And as expected, Belle, Forths mother got hysterical to what his son doings. He slapped Forth. He doesn't want to do that, but she is angry right now to Forth.
"How dare you do that to Beam, are you out of yout mind?" Belle shout, her voice echoes to the whole house.
"Hon lets hear Forths reason first,ok" says Daniel, His father. "Ok Forth, tell us your reason why you did that to Beam?" He ask with a stern voice.
They are all at the living room. Earth stand on the front door,both hands in his pocket, Mew sit on the couch across Forth both hands in his lap and their parents sit on the long couch. They are waiting for his explanation, they want to hear it,even if it is reasonable or stupid enough. They all love Beam,. Belle and Daniel treat Beam as their own son,. When forth courted Beam, his parents did not agree with it, its not that they dont like Beam, but they are afraid that Forth is not serious to Beam and hurt him eventually which is happening right now, because Forth is some sort of a player. For them, Beam is too precious and delicate to get hurt specially by Forth.
