Hate & Love

Eight.

"You're from Oklahoma but where else who you want to be from?" Gilinksy asks me.

"Uhh, Mississippi...not sure why just because or maybe because they're pretty good at football." I laugh.

"Before we leave for the tour we should go to Omaha and I'll show you my city." He says putting his arms around me.

"We have like 2 weeks before we leave..." I say. Thinking about all the memories we've made in the two months I've been here, almost three.

"Exactly. We should go like tomorrow or something."

"Jack, really?" I ask excited.

"Yes." He smiles sitting up.

"Cool." I say not knowing what to say.

"Cool." He says back.

Gilinsky and I are close. We might as well be dating honestly. He's made a huge impact in my life, but I just have a feeling things will end up badly.

-

Gilinsky left for rehearsals a few minutes ago so I decide to pack for tomorrow.

I don't know what to bring though cause I don't know the weather. So I text Gilinsky.

A: What should I bring. Like weather wise?...

G: Shorts are fine, knowing you you'll pack skinny jeans also bring a dress cause I got a surprise. And whatever kind of tops, anything works on you. 😉

A: Skinny jeans are life okay? & a dress really...gross....do you hate me that much? P.s you're flirting skills suck you need to stahp. ✋

G: Frfr. But yes a dress, please? & my flirting skills are freaking great. I can feel you're attitude between our phones. YOU need to stahp. ✋

A: Why aren't you rehearsing? & how about this dress. 👉💃 ....😏

G: Cause you're name keeps popping up and I can't stop texting you or put my phone down...☺️ & that was a teRRIBLE AttEMpt Tah MaKE mE LaugH 😑

A: That wasn't cute stop. And please you laughed. Also how bout this dress? (A:N Imagine a hot dress...idk work with me.)

G: 😦...

A: So no...

G: Imagining you in that dress and...🙈

A: So...yes? 😏

G: Yes. 😳

A: Later 😉

G: 😔....

A: 😘

G:😏

I need a bath, so I'll take a bath.
-

I swear I've been sitting here forever. Like this bath isn't a bath, it's a jacuzzi or something but I can pretty much swim, I mean not really but I feel like I can cause it's that big ya know...

Anyways I've been listening to some of Jack & Jacks songs and they're really good. Like really good. Gilinsky his voice...just uhhh. And Jacks rapping is legit and cute.

The last song I listen to before Gikisnky pounds on the door is Tides and I really like it.

"Turn that off!" Gilinsky yells.

"Yes please!" I hear Johnson.

I can't stop laughing cause it's so cute how they don't like to hear themselves.

For the fun of it I turn it up & start getting dressed.

I hear the banging still after I'm done getting dressed and I unlock the door to see them both standing there panting.

"To much banging?" I smirk.

"Ahhh. That was a good one." Johnson says pointing at me.

"That was terrible" Gilinsky says smirking.

"You're attitude sucks. I think you should leave." I say opening the door.

"Fine by me, I'll cancel the trip I guess." He says looking at his hands.

"No!" Me and Johnson holler.

"Sheesh okay." He laughs.

"I need to go pack!" Johnson says leaving.

"Finally." Gilinsky says an wraps his arms around my waist and I wrap mine around his neck.

"What are we doing." I say leaning my head on his shoulder because I'm insecure and confused

"I'm not sure, but I like it." He sighs hugging me.

"I uh, I have a feeling this won't end well. I'm not sure why, maybe it's just a feeling." I say truthfully.

"I have the same feeling. But there's a risk in every relationship. We just, we just need to know each other longer than 3 months. That's the only reason I'm not already dating you even though we practically are dating, you know what we've pretty much been dating since the day we met" He says looking at me.

"It is to soon. I know. I can't help but also feel like, everything that day," referring to the day we met. " was suppose to happen."

"Exactly. I'm pretty sure it was." After a few moments of silence he breaks it. " I need to go pack babe, the flight leaves at 7 in the morning tomorrow..."

"7, holy shit." I gasp. I'm not an early person.

He laughs " I knew you were gonna be shocked. But we need to leave by 4 in the morning." He whispers the last part and scratches his neck.

"What! We have to wake up at what? 3! Jack. Your so lucky I like you." I say stabbing him with my finger.

"Owe! But yeah. So I'll go pack and come back and we'll find something to do." He smiles, kisses my head and walks out.

Well bye to you too

I sit here and reminisce about our memories.

-
After 3 hours Gilinsky shows up finally.

"What took you so long?" I ask.

"Packing..." He says not looking at me.

"Why are you acting weird?" I ask

"I'm not." He laughs super loud

"But you are. Why aren't you looking at me?" I say getting up from my sitting position on the ground.

"Cause, uh you're to cute look at?" He says like a question and laughs. Then that's when the smell hits me.

"Jack Fucking Gilisnky!" I say hitting him.

"That's not my middle name" He says and I can't help but laugh

"Your high as fuck huh?" I ask sitting down.

"Sorry. Me and Johnson were having a good time." He states sitting next to me.

"Can we just cuddle and sleep?" He asks.

"I'm down." I sigh

"Good night Auto."

"Night Jack."

"Are you glad we met?" He asks.

"Jack I'm very glad we met." I state.

"I'm am too. You're really cute...and you're a blessing."

I don't respond I'm just glad I have this.

I'm just glad I have Jack Gilinsky.

✖️