Hate & Love

Twenty.Six

It's been a two days since the party.

I had a whole ass Twitter story dedicated to me.
You know TMZ had all the dirt.
Let's just say the whole world was confused.

So there were videos of me shoving Jack and me all in Madison's face screaming and shouting. Them walking into Jacks house. Me walking up stairs hand in hand with Shawn. Lots of videos of the party and they talked about different social media influencers that were there. There was a picture of me walking in Shawn's shirt across the street to Jacks just his shirt, lol, and then me coming out with Madison barley alive, me and Madison at the emergency room and her laying her head on me, then me walking her into my house and coming out and going back to Jacks, yikes, and then finally me just going back to my house.

Long ass night.

I explained everything to Shawn, Shawn and I are an item now, we haven't done anything more than kiss, hold hands and sleep in the same bed. Did I move fast? Yeah I really did I admit that, I'm actually scared Shawn and I are going to end up like Jack and I did.

The Jacks and Sam and Nate leave today, for tour and Jack has asked to talk to me. I agreed.

"Hey I'm heading to the studio, you're going to eat with Jack in a bit yeah?" Shawn asks

"Yea, hopefully all goes well" I say hopeful

"It will don't stress, just be straight forward about your feelings and just let him know how you feel okay? And if it goes bad I'll come get you myself okay?"

"Yes dad" I roll my eyes and kiss him

"Okay I'll see you later"

"See ya hun" and we kiss one more time before he leaves

"Ew stop Matt" Monty says coming down the stairs

"Awe the two love birds" I gawk over her and Matt

"Oh please, we're going to explore since you're too busy for me" Monty whines

"Do not play with me, we were supposed to go out yesterday but nooooo you wanted to stay and cuddle with Matt" I roll my eyes

"Jealous much? We can go on a date tomorrow" she laughs and comes over to me "where's Shawn?"

"Oh he just left to go to the studio, I'm actually gonna go have lunch with Gilinsky..."

"Oh, that should be nice, are you gonna ever meet back up with Madison?"

"She's never bothered asking me, I know her and Jack called it quits" I shrug

"Oh okay, well let me know how it goes, we'll see you later love you" Monty says as her and Matt walk toward the door

"Love you too, be careful, Bye Matt!"

"Bye autumn!"

"Mikey!!!" I scream loud enough for him to hear me

"What!??" He screams back

"Come here!"

"Coming!"

I hear him run down stairs

"Whatsup?"

"What are you and Harris doing today?"

"We don't really know, he wanted to go to the Pier we were gonna call an Uber" he shrugs

"Oh just take my car, I'm about to leave just be careful"

"Awesome! Wait where you going? And with who?"

"Lunch with G..."

"Is that a good idea?" Mikey sits down and Harris comes down the steps

"I mean, I don't know...I just don't want bad blood between us anymore I'm dating his friend he's about to go on tour and he shouldn't have to take all this baggage with him."