A way to think of me// book 1

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KYIA POV

When I was with Akiva I felt something weird In my stomach. So I went to the chemist with Akiva and bought a pregnancy test and ran into the bathroom to test. When I pulled it out, tears were rolling down my eyes. I ran out of the bathroom and went into Akivas arms. I showed her the test.

"It will work" Akiva said. I was devistated. I was pregnant. It wasn't the fact that I was pregnant, it was what I was going to tell dad. And Ashton. They both would freak. But I knew I had to.

"I have to tell dad and Ashton"

"Do you want me to be with you?" she asks.

"Can you?" I ask.

"Of coarse, Im with you every step of the way"

"Thank you" and I gave her a hug. We drove to my house and we opened the door. Tears started coming uncontrollably when dad ran over to me. When I showed Ashton and dad, dad was in fury and Ashton's face was unexplainable, I never wanted to see that face again from either of them.

"Kyia, what have you done?" Dad said. He didn't yell at me, it was more like a disappointed voice. Dad looked at Ashton but couldn't say anything, he just shook his head and walked to his room.

"Ashton, do you want to have the baby?"

"Of coarse I do, it's with you, but it's going to affect us massively"

"I know, but I don't know what dads going to do, I mean dad Is probably crying internally about this and-" I get cut off by Ashton.

"Shhh, it's ok, we can handle this"

"Your the bestest boyfriend ever" and gave him a hug.

"You do realise I'm here" and Ashton jumped when Akiva said that. I laughed a bit, but I had to run. I was going to vomit.

"Are you alright" Ashton yells.

"I'm all good" I shout, bending down into the toilet ball.

When I walk out mum has just came home from work. Oh shit.

"Uh mum, I need to tell you something" I mumble.

"I'm just going to get it over and done with, no explaining. I-uh. I'm pregnant" and I start to sob.

"Kyia, what have you done with yourself? You were our child of pride and now your skipping school for this guy, being an asshole to your family and now having a baby? What has happened to you? Is this guy stopping you from doing your best?" She shouts.

"No Mum! He's helping me, and your not taking him away from me!" I yell in her face.

"Oh, and have you told your mum that Akivas staying for the rest of school?" Dad said, with his hands in his hips. I rolled my eyes. Mum eyes me while I was rolling mine, and her face was priceless, it was so funny and it took me all my might to not laugh.

"What do you mean Akivas staying here? You haven't told me that"

"Mum, Akivas behind you" she turned around to see Akiva walking out of the bathroom. We all were staring at her.

"I think I'll go down stairs"

"I have to talk to your mother first"

"Belinda, mum already knows, I talked to her about it, things are happening at home with family and mum said if I wanted to, I could stay with Kyia, i said yes and came down with my bags"

"Alright, but if your Lying to me, I'll have to kick you out"

"One hundred percent truth"

"It better be, now you may go down stairs" and Akiva walked there.

"Now, do you really want this baby? It is a big responsibility" I looked at Ashton, he nodded.

"We want to keep it"

"Right, I'll book an ultra sound, until then, I don't want to see you" and she slapped me in the face. I gasped and stomped to my room with Ashton.

"We can do this, even though we're in year twelve, we can do this" he said, reassuring himself more than me.

"I know we can, I just don't know what mum and dads going to do to me after this baby" I said, with tears still rolling down my cheeks.

"Listen to me, we can do this" and he grabbed my shoulders, and pulled me in for a hug. I was crying by that time and he kissed my forehead. I felt safe.

But I had serious problems than being safe. What is going to happen when I have this baby? What if Ashton will leave me? I grabbed that idea and threw it in the trash, I shouldn't think like that. but the idea that was in the trash decided it wouldn't like to be in the trash and the thought of him leaving me was in my head all day.