A way to think of me// book 1

| twenty three

ASHTON POV

"Babe, you ready for your ultrasound?" I asked as she walks down the stairs. Luke and Akiva had to leave because of something to do with Amber. So we're still at the holiday house.

"Yeah" she replied. We got in the car and drove off. We had to go to the hospital here because it would of taken us ages to get to Westport from here.

"You ready?" She asked, putting her hand out for me to grab.

"Well, I kinda have to be ready" I replied, grabbing her hand. We walked into the waiting room and waited for what seemed like hours. People stared at us, probably because we are so dam young.

So, so dam young.

"Kyia Smith?" A girl doctor said, looking around.

"Yes!" She halved yelled, while we were walking towards her. She leaded us into the room and Kyia laid down on the bed. The doctor put some type of cream on. She put some thing on her stomach. God if I knew. And moved it around to find the baby.

"There's the baby, that's its foot" the doctor said, pointing to the screen.

"Ashton, look!" Kyia said, pulling my hand to look at the screen. I don't think pulling my hand to look at a screen helps, but anyway.

"Is that really our baby Kyia?" I said in shock.

"Yes Ashton, that's our baby" she chuckled. I literally couldn't believe it. I was nineteen and having a baby? I hope it's a boy. But even if it was a girl, I would still love it.

"It's heart is beating, so it's healthy" the doctor says.

"So Kyia, what do you think it's going to be?" The doctor asked. She kept staring at me a lot, it was really starting to creep me out.

"I think it's going to be a boy" she sighs.

Kyia wants a boy because she wants to name it after her pop. Her pop died from going to Afghanistan a few years ago, but when I say a few I mean three. She wanted to still feel like he was right beside her. Like he was never gone in the first place.

"Well do you want to know the gender of your little baby?" The doctor asked.

"Yes!" I said in excitement.

"Well your lucky day, because it's a boy!" The doctor halve yelled. She was excited too. I started jumping around and Kyia was screaming in excitement.

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We left and Kyias hand was tightly gripped to mine.

"Are you alright babe?" I asked, starting to chuckle.

"Babe, is this really going to last? I mean we're in high school Ashton. And your going on tour soon. This is your big opportunity to be with your three best mates and I don't know if you want to stay with the baby. It's going to be born soon. Are you going to stay with the baby?".

I stood there a few more seconds, trying to process what she just said. I haven't made my decision yet. I want to stay with the baby and all but, as she said, this is my big opportunity to be with my best friends. I don't know what to do. If I stay with the baby, I could have a happy life, but if I go on tour, I've got heaps of opportunities.

"I don't know yet babe? I'll talk to the guys first, and I'll get back to you" was what spat out of my mouth. I literally could believe I actually said that.

"Oh ok, that's fine, you'll just talk to the guys first. I am your girlfriend Ashton, and I'm pregnant with your baby. Do you think I wanted this to happen?" She exclaimed, pointing to her stomach. "Look, I know this is massive in your life but, what's more important, this baby of yours or fame? Just- just call me when you get your priorities straight Okay?" And she walked off.

"How am I going to get back to the house?" I yelled, trying to see her facial expression to see if she's pissed, because it's funny when girls get pissed.

"Get a taxi or something. Im sure that the taxi driver would love you in the backseat" she yells, before opening the door of the van and hoping in, then slamming it shut. I literally just threw myself on the ground. The doctor came rushing out to me.

"Excuse me Ashton Irwin. May I please have your autograph?"

"Sure!" I say, faking my excitement.

"Thankyou so much" she said, before rushing inside and screaming her hole out. I called Calum, to come and pick me up.

"Herro!" They both say, seeming drunk.

"Oh my Jesus guys, are you both drunk?" I exclaim, throwing my arms around even though they can't see me.

"Hey who is- oh look Michael, there's a girl with no top on, hahahahahahha" Calum screams with Michael laughing his whole out.

"Will you two cut it. Im driving you guys home"

"BARTENDER, SOMEONE ON THE PHONE IS TRYING TO KIDNAP US!" Michael slurs, and yells at the same time. I just hang up and order a taxi. The taxi arrived.

"Where to?" The man asked.

"Strip club, I think there's only one" I explain, not even knowing what one.

"Oooooohhh, someone special tonight?"

"Nope, my two idiot friends got drunk there, and I need to pick them up" I say, and he chuckled a bit.

"Ok, and that Would be $25". I hand him the cash and we were off. We arrived at the strip club.

I ran inside, to see Michael grinding on a naked chick, at least she had bikini bottoms on. I pulled him off and asked where Calum was.

"He's in the bathroom with a really pretty chick, I think there having sex" he explains, but still looking drunk as hell, then returns to that girl. I just rolled my eyes and went to look for Calum in the bathroom.

I found him underneath another woman. When I swung the door open, they both looked at me. I ran to Calum and grabbed his hand, pushing the girl off and letting him put his pants and shirt back on. I grabbed his hand and ran to Michael, pulling him off the girl and shoving them in the taxi.

"Michael I thought you told everyone that you were laying off the sex, and Calum, since when did you loose your virginity?" I was giving them the birds and the bees talk.

"I lost it in eight grade, to that girl I hated, Jasmine her name was. She was fisty, I think she tried to bite me to hold in a really loud moan, that came out of her but" Calum slurs, causing them both to laugh and nearly pass out.

I think I lightly chuckled myself, but I couldn't hear because of them two laughing really loud.

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Wow. This was weird.

THERE WILL BE ANOTHER UPDATE TODAY SOMETIME, IDK YET