A way to think of me// book 1

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AKIVA POV

It was eight o'clock at night and we were still driving. Calum and Michael are trying to act like Ashton and Kyia and it's hilarious.

It has been a long day but it's been worth it.

"So who's sleeping in the double bed?" Luke asks, breaking laughter up.

"Me and Calum are, so we don't have to put up with you guys all night" Michael said, pointing to Me. Calum shakes his head fast.

"Guys..." I mutter.

"Oh yeah I forgot, you guys are on bad terms so there is no sex" Michael chuckles.

"What if they have make-up sex?" Calum asks.

"No there is no sex guys" and they laugh a humourless laugh.

"I think Kyia and I should sleep on it. Kyias having a baby and needs a comfy-" Ashton said, but stopped when he noticed what he said. Everyones jaws dropped.

I tried to see Ashton's facial expression but I couldn't see.

"And when were you guys going to tell us?" Calum said, crossing his arms like a five year old.

"Well, um, we kinda forgot to tell you" Ashton mumbled, scratching his head.

"I knew, Akiva knows, and practically everyone knows" Luke said, not surprised about the situation.

"Except for us?" Michael exclaims, throwing his hands in the air.

"Blame that on Amber, she told everyone, including the news company. And you should see all the tweets" I said, showing everyone the phone. They couldn't see so they went on Twitter on their own phones. They all gasped and I felt so bad. Kyias tears became uncontrollable but stopped when Ashton grabbed her hand.

"Assholes.." Calum whispered, but purposely loud enough for all of us to hear.

"Well we all need sleep, so let's find a stop" Ashton said, trying to change the subject, and it worked.

We found a truck stop and decided we would all go to bed. I was on top bunk and Luke was on bottom. I looked down and he looked away. Was he staring at me the whole time?

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We woke up and I had to drive, but Kyia was in the front with me.

"Hey Kyia, what are you going to name the baby?"

"If it's a boy, max or Zac, if a girl, Madeleine or Katie". Katie was Kyias nans name. She died three years ago.

"They are great names. And I don't mean to bother you but, Ashton's going on tour soon, is he staying with the baby or?" I said. A tear dropped from her eye but I pretended to not see.

"I don't know what's happening. He said he would stay with me no matter what happened, but, This is his big chance. Who knows what he is going to do" she said, letting another tear fall.

"Yeah, got a point. But I have an idea"

"What?" She asks.

"Well you remember when I used to play drums?"

"Yeah?"

"Well, just maybe, I could replace him?" I suggest.

"What? Akiva. It's an alright idea but-" she was cut off by me.

"I know I know, it's crazy but, it's up to him, you and what's happening with this baby. He still would be in the band, just not there on the tour"

"I know. But this is the 'five seconds of Summer' tour. This is his big moment with his three best friends, I-i can't let anyone take that away from him, if he wants to go, let him". Her tears broke from her eyes.

All I could do is pat her back because I was driving. I felt so bad now. I jut told my best friend to tell her boyfriend to let go of his career. How stupid am I? It was a good idea at first but, now that I'm thinking about it, it's a horrible idea.

"Im sorry Kyia, I didn't mean for you to cry, I just wanted what is best for you. For that little rascal in there" I touched her belly. She laughed and looked at her belly.

"Do you think Ashton would want this? This baby? It has ruined his career life, everyone thinks that he's having a child with a slut. It's all my fault. I should of never gone into that hotel room"

"Don't say that, if you didn't go in that hotel room, you wouldn't be loving him and he wouldn't be loving you today. Remember, with every good, comes a bad" I said, grabbing her hand and holding it.

The boys were playing cards out the back and just to annoy them, I made a really sharp turn and made all of the cards miss their place and went everywhere.

"AKIVA!" They all screamed in sync. Me and Kyia were laughing our asses off while Luke was staring at me in disappointment.

His disapproval face was really funny and caused me to laugh even more. We swapped driving jobs and Luke and I were in the front. Luke was driving and it was so awkward. We didn't know what to say.

After a while we arrived at the destination (well, the GPS said it was) and we all got our stuff out.

"Ok guys, there is a 150 metre walk to where we are staying so, follow me" Ashton said, leading the way. We all walked to a hotel. That hotel was amazing. It didn't have a pool but the beach was 10 metres away. We got leaded to our room. The room was massive and was bigger than my own house.

"Me and Kyia get the biggest room, seen as though I did rent the place, and Luke and Akiva get the room with the queen bed, so Calum and Michael, you choose If you want to sleep in the same room. There is two rooms to choose from" Ashton said, leading Kyia to her room.

"No! I am not sleeping in the same room with Luke!" I yell. Ashton smirks.

And I know what that means.

Everyone knows what that means.

It means this weekend was going to be so awkward.

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Wow.

kiva_irwin_5sos can you read these god dam chapters they are really important for you to read.

Anyways..... I'm pregnant

IM JOKING IM JOKING...

And next update will be Monday guys so vote and comment u but holes.

-Ella 😈