A way to think of me// book 1

| Twenty four

KYIA POV

We were on our way back to Westport.

I was mad at four people. Ashton, Michael, Calum and Akiva. Im mad at Ashton because he was too busy with his friends instead of his own baby. Calum and Michael because they got my boyfriend into a strip club and he saw someone else's boobs instead of my own, and Akiva because she left me with these dumbasses.

Most of the car ride was Calum and Michael talking about how Calum had really good sex with this hot chick, and how Michael got to grind on a girl with no shirt on. God there so inappropriate. Me and Ashton were in the front but we didn't talk, like at all.

"So Ashton, we were talking about the tour". Calum said, oblivious that I'm uncomfortable with the tour. I turn around to glare at Calum.

"Uh, I'll tell you later. Looks like someone's on their period" he whispered the last part. I ignored that comment made.

"No, let's talk about it now" Ashton starts. "Im not going on tour". Everyone gasped, including me.

"What about our drummer" Michael complains.

"For your information Ashton, we kinda need a drummer to be a band you know. No pressure". Calum states, causing me to look at Ashton with a worried look.

"Actually, I can fix that problem" I start." Akiva used to be a state champion drummer. And she's actually quite bad at a lot of her subjects. So maybe she could take Ashton's place, just for the Australian tour" I suggest.

"Kyia, that's actually the best idea I have ever heard" Ashton said, looking at me, but then realised he was swirving everywhere on the road. Then he got back on the correct side of the road.

"Of coarse it is, it's my idea! Duh?" Everyone laughed. I texted Akiva so I could check of if that's what she wants.

To: Akiva 💩

Hey, I just wanted to let you know, Ashton's not going on tour anymore

I waited for about five minutes before she texted back

To: KyKy 👶🏿

So does that mean I am officially the new drummer of five seconds of summer? 😏

To: Akiva 💩

Yes

To: KyKy 👶🏿

Omfg are you serious!? That is amazing i tell you amazing !!!!!!

Im guessing she was excited? Lol, of coarse she was excited. So was I.

Me and Ashton get to stay with the new baby, Akiva will become famous, everyone's happy.

We got back to Ashton's five star apartment, and the rest of the guys went to their apartments in the same building.

"Ashton, is this what you want?" I ask.

"What do you mean?" He asks.

"I mean, do you really want to stay with the baby? I feel like I'm pressuring you to stay" I say. He noticed that I felt uncomfortable saying it. He came and sat next to me on the bed, moving closer to me.

"I would do anything for my little family coming" he whispered, connecting his lips to mine. Butterflies and fireworks were bouncing up and down uncontrollably and it was the most passionate kiss we've had. He let go and put his head on my chest. I was completely oblivious with the situation until I felt his head move down more.

"Ashton?" I whine

"Kyia?" He mimicked.

"Stop feeling my boobs, it's annoying" I say, causing him to pout.

"Well, can we make out?" he asks, and I slam my lips on his. He cupped my face and I moved my hands gradually down his sides. He moved his hands down my spine so slow it gave me the shivers. He let go and pushed me viciously to lay down on the bed. Jumping on me, he connected our lips together.

"A- Ashton. M-my s-st-stom-omach" I try to say in between kisses. He got off me as quickly as possible.

"I-I'm sorry babe. Here, Kyia let me talk to him" he asked, with puppy dog eyes. I gave in and he kneeled so his head was at my stomach.

"Hey little guy. Im sorry I squished you. Me and mummy were trying to have some fun seen as though we can't have a lot of fun anymore. I wrecken your going to be the cutest boy ever. You've got smith and Irwin in you. Of coarse your going to be cute. I hope I didn't kill you in there from me boring you to death. I love you little guy. Don't be mean to mummy for me okay?". A tear fell down my cheek and Ashton stood up, cupped my face and used his thumbs to wipe away my tears.

"Your so cute Ashton" I giggle. He did the same.

"Of coarse I'm cute. Im Ashton Irwin. Dumbass" he whispered the last part. I slapped him across the head playfully and we sat on the bed, talking to eachother. Until someone barged through the door. Her make up was dripping down her face, and her hair was wild. I couldn't tell who it was at first but, when I looked again, it was Amber.

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So this was crap

-Ella ☺️🔫