Complications

Chapter:24

Laying there in post coital bliss while her body hums with soreness she can't help but giggle at the thought that Derek shepherd had "fucked some sense into her" granted she needed it but she'd be a liar if she didn't admit that she loved every sensual minute of it. Laying there, tired limbs wrapped around his thighs and neck she lets the tears fall down her cheek onto his chest getting lost in the tuff of raven black hair sprinkled on his chest. How could she have been so stupid, so worried about herself that she hurt Derek? Eleven years. She's been gone eleven years and she'd be surprised if Lexie remembered her. Her babies, her babies probably don't want anything to do with her, and can she blame them? No she can't, because she left them and there's no excuse for that.

" Meredith... Mer what's wrong why are you crying? Did... Did I hurt you? Fuck I hurt you, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry." Tightening his hold on her waist her pulled her on his lap and placed her head in his neck. Rocking her back and forth he begged for her to stop crying to stop worrying, to let him in and help her.

Derek. They're gonna hate me, I left them alone and now they won't want me. And I can't blame them because I left them for eleven years. Derek eleven flipping years. I don't think they love me anymore." Grasping his shoulders she sobbed, feeling desperate for his warmth and affection to wrap around her cold body and make all the pain go away. "Derek make it go away, it hurts to much. I can't handle it Derek." Her desperate pleas rocking him to his core, he was at a loss. He didn't know how to help or if he could. All he knew was that he loved this woman who was gone for eleven year and has somehow found a way back into his arms. And he was God damn lucky.

"Do you wanna see them. I know for a fact that mark is dying to see his momma" he whispered lowly into the crevice of her neck, silently pleading she knew who he was.

Freezing in his arms she casted her head down, "what... what if he doesn't want me anymore?"

"Meredith, all of us want you here. All of us are so darn happy that you've found a way back to us and you just have to trust that everything in its own time will be alright. now let's get you changed and have ourselves a belated family reunion."

Nodding her head solemnly, she felt herself being lifted and carried into the bathroom. Nuzzling her nose in the hallow of his ear, smelling his citrus woodsy scent made her feel protected... safe like nothing and no one could harm her.

"Derek." She trailed off tightening her hold on his neck, "I'm scared" she admitted pressing their bodies together, seeking his manly scent.

His heart clenched seeing the love of his life who once was a force to be reckoned with, crumble before his eyes. "Meredith. stop worrying. Everything will be fine. We will be fine. We will get our happily ever after, complete with your very own knight in shining whatever ." He chuckled placing a chaste kiss to her nose.

Shivering as the cold air hit her spine, "Derek close the door, I'm a little cold" she whispered her forehead resting against his.

"Oh baby, I can warm you up real quick. don't you worry" he whispered huskily in her ear, gently tugging on her earlobe. She could feel her core hum with unattainable desire, her body heating up with lust. Trailing her nails up his spine it was his turn to tremble, a rumble vibrating through his chest as his arousal poked beneath her navel.

"I wanna see my kids first. But I want you to think about your c0ck in my mouth, your hot cum trailing down my throat. Gosh... I'm so wet right now Derek." she whispered seductively, her hand wrapped around his solid erection. Throwing him a smirk that held so much promise she turned and walked back into the room to redress leaving Derek a hot and bothered mess with a raging erection. "I'm gonna marry that girl" he smiled in her direction itching to have her in his bed, as husband and wife.

-bye Felicia
~Valerie 💋