Complications

Chapter 18:

10:30 pm

It feels so good to be pressed up against Derek's warm sleeping figure. his warm embrace. my rugged boyfriend. I just couldn't help moaning as i rubbed against his warm body. I felt my hand travel backwards towards his side. no shirt. Jesus he is killing me. I think he could burp and I'd like it. i cant get enough of his body. he wasn't by any means the most fit but his stomach was tight and his thighs could put any pro-soccer player to shame. he was a walking orgasm. just by the way he carried himself, as if nothing bothered him. his face, now that was a money-maker. his slightly crooked nose is what added to his undeniably sexy rugged appearance and those eyes. could put mine to shame they shone like the moon. as i was staring or rather enjoying the view as he would most likely put it if he were awake suddening my stomach hurt like someone rammed their foot there. I can feel the acid traveling upwards. I bolt out of bed and just throw up in the sink. I couldn't hold it anymore. it burned my throat. my head suddenly felt as if it weighed five tons.

"D-Derek" She whispered in a hoarse voice. "derrrrr" and then the earth went black. Her body hit the hard corner of the bathtub. Head over heels literally.

1:45 am

"Owwww...... urghh!!" her hands traveled to her head wincing as her frozen hands made contact with her oozing forehead. she felt something warm. she tried opening her eyes but the light was blinding. As she felt herself being pulled into the darkness she could only pray that her baby, her young and unborn child was still alive.

4:30 am

(Derek's POV)

"Derek... Derek please help.... dammit Derek wake up" I heard someone groan.

"Awe, go away let me sleep for a few more minutes. Meredith let me sleep please" I groaned.

"Der-Der....." If it's important she'll yell right?

7:15 am

As he stretched across the king sized bed he couldn't help but notice something off. Meredith wasn't by his side, in fact her side was as if she had never been there last night.

"Meredith, where are you?" as a confused look emerged on his face.

Nothing.

"Meredith" he said as his voice grew louder. he has gotten out of bed,running out of the room. he literally searched every nook and cranny. every crack on the wall gone noticed.

"Meredith!!!" His voice has grown urgent and desperate.

"Lexie !!! mark !!!! get up and look for mommy"

As the kids heard their father's plea, they knew this wasn't their average game of hide and seek.

"Daddy where is mommy?" they whispered frighteningly.

He stopped his search and went to his kids. "I don't know babies, but we will find her, now start searching Kay ?"

They both nodded and bolted upstairs while Derek ran outside running up and down the streets of small Terra Bella Dr. his palpitations putting a pro-racecar's speed to shame .his every pore producing a gene rouse amount of salty sweat. his neurons firing on high alert, because he knew, he just felt that something was terribly wrong. that his world was going to drop and he was incapable of stopping it.

His legs taking him to every tree, every bush, every space that occupied oxygen. and it wasn't until he heard Lexie's terrified wails the world came to a halt.

"Daddy, there's blood coming out of the bathroom!!!!!!"

No....no dear God, not yet not when we've barely started. please don't take her.

His whole life altered because of his mistake. because of his desire to sleep a little while longer. because of his own selfish needs. it was because of him that his almost-fiancé- his amazingly gorgeous smart big-hearted girlfriend could die along with his unborn loved child. on their own accord his muscular legs brought him to their once untainted bathroom. one look at the gruesome blood stained floor and he was ready to hurl his guts. Meredith was a small girl, thin so he wouldn't guess that she would have this much blood in her. he quickly ushered the kids away from the gut-wrenching sight. Within thirty seconds he was on the phone with Richard and was promised an ambulance at the house within five minutes. he tried to close the wound. to control the blood flow. But it was just too much, too much flaming scarlet sanguine fluid. seeping through his clothes he felt sick he felt guilty. after all he was to blame. He cried and cried over her begging a higher power to seek to her health. to grant him her life. she looked so vulnerable so weak and helpless. opposite of what she truly was. he begged and prayed to no one in particular that it wasn't her time that it wasn't their time to be over. that they just had found each other, in an intimate way. That she was pregnant and that it wasn't fair. it just wasn't fair.

The ambulance came in seven minutes, but to Derek it felt an eternity and a half. he felt so useless he just sat there clutching Meredith's barely viable body and counted the seconds, minutes on when the paramedics would come and give him that horrid formidable look and say 'there is nothing we could've done. We and you sir did everything you could. I'm sorry for your lose.' He barely noticed that they did neither of those things they moved stealthily and agile. His mind was distant he had that non-responsive glare in his eyes that he didn't notice when the paramedics came inside the bathroom to gather Meredith.

"No!! no don't touch her you monsters!!" he growled. he saw them flinch but he couldn't have cared less. he truly felt they were trying to hurt her. before the EMTs had the chance to answer, Mark was at his father's side.

"Dad, dad let them help momma, they are gonna help her. dad it's okay, they are gonna help her. dad please let them help her... I want momma to get better please dad...please dad I don't want to lose another mommy " he sobbed into his father's blood soaked shirt.

Derek scantily managed a broken nod.

"Just don't kill her please. we need her. I need her..."

When the paramedics loaded her up in the gurney and into the ambulance, a distant Derek and the petrified kids were all piled in the car. and all Derek could think was

If there is a God, He hates me. I just hope He doesn't hate me that much . I'd do anything to keep her. please don't take her!!

FINALLY!! SORRY BUSY WITH FINALS AND STUDYING!! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND DONT HATE ME. JUST YET.

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~Valerie