The IMPERFECTLY Perfect

chapter 6

Authors pov

It's been a week since gautam and shiva had a conversation.. A lot has changed in shiva after the conversation.. Now he was looking for a moment to talk to raavi.. He knew from the Day itself that he was wrong some where or the other , he shouldn't have taken decision on his own and shouldn't have gotten effected by some words but he did and he did a big blunder..

Since one week he has been gathering guts to talk to raavi , everyday he would go to narayan house but fearing her reaction he use to come back..  And on one such day Anita saw him and much to Shiva's unpleasantness he got a hell lot of scolding , though he didn't like it at first but he knew he deserved it..

So silently he had taken all her scolding but he still remembers her words which she told him

"Shiva , maafi mangne se bht kuch sahi ho jata ha , tune gusse main jo kiya ha naa , jo bola ha uski bharpai tujhe krni hogi..
Ek baat yaad rakhna shiva raavi ek aisi insaan ha ki wo Kisi ko agar shiddat se cha de toh jaan dede pr agar usse kisi se Nafrat ho jai toh wo nafrat kabhi khatam nhi hoti uske liye..
Tere pass ek mauka ha uske saath apne rishte suljane ka isse jane mat de..
SB kuch bhool ke , sbke baare main bhool ke bas us ek insaan pe focus kr jo tera apna ha..
Shiva agar tu raavi ke taraf ek Kadam badhaiyega naa toh wo teri taraf 4 Kadam badhaiyegi , lekin wo pehle ek Kadam is baar tujhe Lena ha.. "

So now he Sat on the Terrace looking at the moon, thinking about what he will talk to her and how he will say sorry..

He was in his own thought when he heard Gautam's voice

Gautam - tu kya agle janam ka wait kr rha ha usse maafi ke liye

Saying that gautam smacked his head lightly while shiva nodded his head in a no..

Shiva - nhi gaumbi , main us din se usse maafi mangna cha rha hu pr himmat nhi jut pa rhi ha. Samajh nhi aa rha ha kya bolunga kaise bolunga..

Gautam smiled looking at his brother and said..

Gautam - wo bol jo tere dil mai ha.. Jo bhi ha wo bol dena..
Janta ha shiva pati patni aaine ki tarha hote ha ek dusre ke liye.
Tu jb uske saath hoga toh wo tujhe tera Sach dekhaiyegi aur tu usse uska..
Bas Apne dil main jo ha wo bol dena usse Phir chaiyea maafi mangi ho kya pyaar jatana ho..  Wo sbse samne aaiyegi toh tujhe soche ki zaroorat nhi hogi ki kya bolu kya nhi. Khud ba khud SB kuch khulta chala jaiyega..

Shiva - agar usse Meri baat pe vishwas nhi hua toh , agar usne Mujhe maaf nhi kiya toh..

Gautam - tujhe apni sachai pta ha naa , tu janta ha jo tu bol rha ha wo sach ha ,toh bas tu uske samne apna sach rakh. Usse vishwas hoga ki nhi ye mat soch tu bas apni dil ki baat rakh agar tu apni dil se bolega toh wo dil se samjhegi..

Saying that gautam patted his head and left from there..

Shiva's pov

I looked at gaumbi's retiring figure and analysed his words..
Maybe he is right , jo baat mere dil mai ha main wahi bolunga..
Aaj tk dusro ki baato ko sach man kar usse apne rishte tode ha pr aab main apni sachai se is rishte ko Jodunga ..
Chaiyea jo ho jaiye raavi ko mana ke rahunga..

I nodded my head at the thought and quickly went down only to hear rishita bhabhi speaking..

Rishita - mujhe toh aaj tk ye nhi samajh aa rha ha ki shiva ne aise kiya Kaise.. Apni biwi ke character pe koi question kaise utha skta ha.. ?

I closed my eyes at that, no matter how much i try to forget it , they keep reminding me that.. I know I did a mistake and I will apologise for that , why don't they understand this..
I looked up when I heard dev speaking