mafia [j.jk]

bonus

8 months ago

"stay still." i groaned in annoyance for the thousandth time today, holding jungkook's head steadily.
i was sitting on the bathroom counter as i helped him clean up his cuts and wounds from the mission he just completed.
he flinched once my cotton ball that was soaked with alcohol touched a cut on his cheek.
"i'm sorry. i'm almost done." I apologized, dabbing on the blood and debris surrounding the wound.

"stop looking at me like that." jungkook spoke.
"looking at you like what-"
i felt jungkook place his lips on mine, and pull away, a cheeky smile spreading his lips afterwards.
"fuck you." i mumbled. i felt warmth spread over my cheeks as i quickly cleaned up jungkook's last cut, before packing up the first aid kid supplies. jungkook watched me the entire time.
i hopped off the counter. i was about to exit the bathroom and head into my bedroom before i felt someone wrap their hands around my waist and pull me close to them.

"and just where do you think you're going?" jungkook's raspy voice mumbled into my ear.
he began delivering soft kisses under my ear and along my jawline. i involuntarily threw my head back slightly to give him better access. i felt myself slowly give into his touch, his kiss.
but i'm too tired to focus.
"jungkook." i spoke, as i gently pushed his body off of mine. the warmth from his touch dissipated  the moment he stepped away.
"now's not the time. it's really late and i'm tired." i explained.

jungkook slightly shook his head as he stepped closer to me once again, a slight grin coating his face. he wrapped his hands around my waist once again. i tried pushing him off for the second time, but his grip was dominating my strength.
he leaned closer until his lips were mere millimeters away from mine. i closed my eyes, waiting for his lips to hit mine.
but in a split second, jungkook pulled away from me completely.
i opened my eyes. "what the fuck-"
"now's not the time. it's really late and i'm tired." jungkook mimicked me, his voice much more high pitched than it should be.

i flipped him off with a string of curse words escaping my lips before i entered the bathroom once again, hearing jungkook's laugh echo behind me.

asshole.

5 months ago

"it's okay baby. it'll pass soon." jungkook noticed my trembling hand beginning to shake even more, as he gave it a reassuring squeeze.
i took a deep breath.
he's right. just a couple minutes and i'll be okay.
it's just a tattoo, after all.
the tattoo artist assured me it won't hurt too bad, before his pen touched my skin.
surprisingly, it didn't hurt as much as i thought it would. it felt like someone was giving me a slight pinch repeatedly.

after a couple minutes, the tattoo artist wiped the excess ink of my hand, before announcing that he was done. i looked at my collarbone in a nearby mirror, admiring my new tattoo.
it looks just how i wanted it too.
me and jungkook thanked him, before heading outside. the tattoo began to sting slightly due to the wind that brushed against it, but it was tolerable.
"so, care to explain the meaning of your tattoo? you didn't want to tell me before." jungkook spoke as we began walking back home.
right. the tattoo was a black gun, and a beautiful, red rose. they formed an 'x' together.' their colors contrasted each other beautifully in my opinion.

"well," i began. "in my opinion, the gun represents you, and the rose represents me. the gun is black because that's how i pictured your personality to be the first time i met you, and the rose is red and pretty because... well, i'm pretty." i cockily said.
"but," i continued. "i made them form an 'x' together because that's how i think we are. i think me and you, jungkook, formed a bond like no other. and despite our completely different backgrounds and contrasting personalities, i think we're fit to be together, and i still love you all the same."
jungkook suddenly stopped walking, causing me to stop along with him. i was about to ask him what's wrong before i realized.
i just told him i loved him.
for the first time.

"i-i'm sorry-"
my words were cut too soon as i felt jungkook's lips crash into mine, forming a much needed kiss.
he pulled away after a couple seconds, resting his forehead against mine.
"i love you so much more. god, y/n, i never thought i would love someone as much as i love you."
and those words were all it took for me to completely and helplessly fall in love with him more than ever before.

1 month ago

"when i quit this whole mafia thing," jungkook began, reaching over for my hand.
we sat on my bed, having yet another one of our many late night conversations. this one particularly was revolving around our relationship's future.
"i want to start a life with you. i want to marry you. i want to buy us a house. i want to have at least 2 children. i want to be the one to put them to sleep every night. i want to wake up next to you every morning."

"i want to shower you in kisses when you're preparing breakfast for the family. i want to hear about my son's first girlfriend, or my daughter's first boyfriend. i want to watch my kids grow up while growing old with you. i want to tell and show you how much i love you everyday.
because i truly,
cannot imagine a life without you."
i stayed silent while staring into jungkook's soulful eyes.
wow.
this man really is the love of my life.

"and i promise you, jungkook,
i will grant every one of your wishes,
as long as you promise to stay by my side,
for as long as you can.
make us last.
for me.
for us."

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this chapter is a collection of memories they have shared together!!