Leather and Lace {Zarry}

Chapter 30

Zayn's POV:

When the dawn came upon us and chill foggy morning air came through the open large window, giving me faint shiver down to my bones, I tucked the blanket around our naked torso nicely securely and he moved slightly humming his way onto my chest, but still sound asleep. I turned on his side and looked at his marvelous features which was a little askew after our all night long sex marathon. We were exhausted as fuck, but never tired of making love to each other. Our love is so uncommon, but yet so natural. Like our souls entangled in an unexplainable way that is way beyond this rational earth. We are always drawn to each other like magnets. No matter how many times we get seperated, we are bound to be together, to find each other again and again.

But as I was thinking all these nuances, one thing dawned on me is that how many more times do we have to seperate? Or this is it? Do I have to lose him again? Can I survive another separation? My insecurities were gnawing me at my heart and nerves like needles.

He slowly opened his eyes blinking few times like he sensed my negative thinking like he always does and cradled my cheek in his hand. He muttered sleepily 'What's the matter babe?'

'Nothing! Just thinking about us and how will I survive without you?'

'Why do we have to seperate in the first place?'

'You are going back to LA in a week.... Remember?' I said bitterly.

'Baby! Come with me!' Kissing me softly on my lips he continued 'I can't stay without you a single more day and I won't! I want you with me all the time....'

'Yeah! But... But where will I stay? I don't have a place there anymore! Jeff hates me... '

'Jeff doesn't hate you, but that's not the point. The freaking point is I have loved you since we were kids. Our bond is unbreakable! You know that!'

'Yeah?...'

'Then why fight it!? Please move in with me?'

I couldn't say anything at first, as it was so unexpected for me. I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing was coming out of it. He was watching me with so much love and expectations in his eyes, that I forced the words out of me and blurted out 'Haz! Aren't we going really fast? I mean..... '

'Fast?! Babe we are in love with each other since we were 16 or maybe before that too! We just didn't know that yet and you are talking about fast? Please please please babe!!! I beg of you! Come stay with me! I don't want to spend the limited time with you from only dusk till dawn.... I want all of you. All day all night long. You're only mine.. Please say yes!'

Many emotions were bubbling away in my stomach, it made my throat contract, but it was not translating into words anymore. I just could say 'Yes! Yes! I will!' And kissed all over his face with teary eyed. He embraced me tightly and whispered 'I love you!'

I kissed his head and whispered back 'Love you my baby!' But as we were holding each other like that and dozing off after some time, again many questions kept bugging me and I just couldn't kept them to myself. So I muttered 'Haz.... If I go so suddenly, then what will I tell them? I mean in my office? And they are going to publish my book. What if they cancel it! And I don't wanna work under you again and.... '

'Hey hey! Hold on Z! Take a deep breath! I'm here no? I will arrange everything. You don't have to worry about anything. I'll talk to them about it... '

'But I don't want to take your help haz! I want to do something on my own!'

'Yeah! But this is all you babe! It's you that wrote this brilliant book that they couldn't reject and... '