Celebrity One Shots

Lou Miller x Reader (Anxiety)

TW - Anxiety, Panic Attack, Medication

Y/N is Lou's younger sister she has social anxiety and deals with panic attacks often. She is meeting the groups (oceans 8) for the first time as well as catching up with her auntie Debbie who she hasn't seen since she went to prison.

Characters

y/n - Lou Millers little sister (age 17)

Lou Miller, Debbie Ocean (auntie Debbie), Tammy, Constance, Rose, Amita, Nine Ball, Daphne

(Lou) "Move it y/n we have places to be people to see"

(Y/n) "Ugh...coming Lou"

(Lou) "So how you feeling about today then mini miller" - ugh how I hate when she calls me that.

(Y/n) "I'm fine"

(Lou) "You sure? You seem on edge. Did you take your meds?"

I'm simply sick of taking my anxiety medication I don't even see the point in taking it anymore! It doesn't even stop me from feeling anxious and it just makes me feel sick.

(Y/n) "No Lou I didn't and I'm not going to!"

(Lou) "Fine whatever y/n. I wish you would take them but I'm not going to force you to. I just want you to be okay sweetie that's all I ever wanted."

(Y/n) "I know Lou. I love you!"

(Lou) "I love you too, mini Miller! Come on lets get going."

Y/N's POV

So were in the car driving to my Auntie Debbie's house so Lou can introduce me to some of her friends who are taking part in another of Lou and Debbie's Schemes. I can't wait to see my Auntie Debbie again after all this time but I can help but start to feel anxious as we get closer to our destination. I am a naturally anxious person who struggles with panic attacks especially when there are a lot of people around me, which is surprising considering my sister is so outgoing and will talk to anyone.

"Y/n were here...Hello? Earth to y/n" Lou said as she snapped me out of my thoughts. "Were here."

I began to play with the rings on my fingers as I grew more and more anxious. Of course Lou noticed and grabbed my hand to help comfort me. She was always the best at this and knew exactly what to do to help me in these situations.

Lou's POV

As we were walking though the door I could see y/n becoming more and more restless, a sign that she was becoming more and more anxious. I began to worry that introducing her to everyone at the same time may overwhelm her but I'm sure she will be fine.

(Lou) "Hi guys! This is my little sister y/n! She's a little shy so be nice."

The group began to introduce themselves to y/n I could see she began to calm down slightly but she was still very anxious and that was very clear.

Y/n's POV

As I walked though the door Lou introduced me to everyone. They all seemed so nice but I still could shake the anxiety I felt.

Then I was greeted by my auntie Debbie "Hi sweetie! How are you?"

(Y/n) "I'm good thank you! I missed you so much"

(Debbie) "I missed you too, honey!"

We all sat down and everyone began to talk amongst themselves. I sat with my auntie Debbie, Tammy and my sister Lou, whilst Daphne and Rose chatted about a dress and Constance and Nine Ball were playing some sort of video game. I began to feel lost in the conversation, as a wave of panic came over me. I could feel my chest tightening and my breathing becoming shallower and faster. I began to shake. At this point I had to get out.

(Tammy) "Are you okay honey you look a little flustered?"

At this point Lou noticed, grabbed my hand and took me outside.

My breathing began to get faster and I just couldn't breathe.

(Lou) - "Y/n I need you to take some deep breaths with me okay sweetie? 1...2...3...4...5...good girl now keep going just like that.

I could feel my breathing becoming more steady and my world began to come back to me. As I looked up at Lou. She simply smiled and hugged me tight asking me if I was ready to go back inside.

Lou's POV

I was in mid conversation with Debbie and Tammy when I realised y/n was beginning to shake and she became unable to breath. I knew that she was about to have a panic attack and that I needed to get her to somewhere quiet and away from everyone. I grabbed her hand and took her outside to calm her down.

I helped her do her breathing exercises and held her tight as I knew she needed to feel someone's presence to comfort her in knowing she wasn't alone. I hated to see her so vulnerable and helpless and every time she got anxious it chipped away at me as I just wish I could take this away from her and make her feel better.

Y/n's POV

As I began to come around from my panic attack I realised Lou was hugging my tight, to reassure me that I wasn't alone, and that she was with me.

(Lou) "Hey there mini miller, feeling better?"

(Y/n) "Yeah, thank you for staying with me"

(Lou) " Are you ready to go back inside now with the others?"

(Y/n) "Yep, I'll be fine this time."

(Lou) "Okay sweetie, if you need a break at anytime just tell me and we will take one, I just want to make sure your okay and so do the others, they all understand that you struggle with anxiety and they are accepting that sometimes you may need a little more help socially than others and they will take the time to help you honey. Oh and just remember I love you, even though your my idiot sister haha."

(Y/n) "Right back at you idiot"

(Lou) "But seriously y/n I do love you!"

(Y/n) "I love you too!"

This is my first ever time writing. I'm not sure I like it but meh. Hope you guys like it :)

I'd love to here your feedback.

- Soph :)