Celebrity One Shots

Tammy x Reader (Relapse)

supremesarahpauls0n

TW: SH / Talks of Abuse

Y/n POV

I'd been at school all day and I was exhausted, I waited for Tammy to pick me up outside so we could go home. Eventually she came and I jumped in the car, heading back to the loft. I was exhausted from the day and all I wanted to do was shower and put on my pyjamas. Once we got home, I said hi to the rest of the girls and ran upstairs leaving my school bag with Tammy. She was like a mother figure to me and had been caring for me ever since I ran away from my abusive family.

I ran up to the shower turning on the water and jumped in. I looked at my body in the mirror and began tracing the scars that littered over my arms, thighs and stomach, for some reason wishing I had more. I began feeling down about myself, remembering all of the years of abuse I had faced. I must have blacked out and smashed the razor. Now I was sat in the bottom of the shower, water running over me as the red seeped from my skin.

Tammy POV

I was sat downstairs with the girls, when I heard a bang. I knew y/n was in the shower so I ran upstairs as fast as I could to see what was wrong. When I reached the door, I could hear y/ns soft sobs through the door. I tried to open the door but it was locked, something we discussed and y/n was not allowed to do due to her past history. I panicked, luckily Lou came up stairs and grabbed the key for the door. I opened the door to be faced with a y/n covered in blood sat in the shower, in a trance crying.

I ran over to the shower opening the door and covering y/n in a towel and carrying her out of the shower and into her room whilst Lou picked up the pieces of smashed razor and rinsed the shower. I helped y/n to put on baggy shorts and a t-shirt then grabbed the first aid kit as she sat in shock. I started to clean up her cuts as she winced slightly at each dab of antiseptic. Finally, I had cleaned y/n up. I looked up to see Lou standing in the doorway watching over us both. Y/n was swaddled in a blanket so I tried getting up as Lou opened her arms to hug me, but y/n clung to me not letting me go in her half asleep state. I lifted up y/n as she whispered "Its okay mom, I know you like her and she likes you too, just go with it and never let me go." Lou over heard her and wrapped us both in a tight hug as we walked downstairs. Y/n drifted off to sleep in my arms as Lou whispered to me "I'm proud of you today my darling, you're the best mom to the sweetest little girl and I love you both, now and forever." I smiled as we walked through the living room door, all eyes on us. We snuggled with y/n on the sofa for what seemed like hours until Debbie spoke up. "So, Lou, what do you think of the new title mom, you never know y/n might start calling you that so you better get used to it." Lou smiled and kissed Tammy as y/n whispered waking up "only if you'll have me mom" to which Lou shed a tear in response, "of course my precious girl, me and your other mom love you very much, forever sweetheart."