After All It's Worth It

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Lola where you going at this late? Huh. What do you think your doing? Do think if dad know this they will let this. Huh?

Shit i'm doomed tumingin ako sa kuya ko na ubod nag suplado ano bayan minsan lng naman ehhh na huli pa.. Tumingin ako sakanya at nag pouted kuya this once please kuya... I said

Kuya if you want hmmm pwede mo akong ihatid please i'm begging you

Why do you need  to go there? He ask

Gagawin  ko to  ito kuya sigi na kasi kuya birthday ng kaibigan ko so i need to go there because you known na nmn diba kuya please with puppy eye kunti nlng mapapayag ko na rin sya hehehe...

Ok fine... Sabay lakad... Yesssss i'm so happy kaya mahal na mhal kita kuya
Hinabol ko sya na hinagkan mula sa likod.. love you kuya your the best i said.

You know that your my princess? I do everything to make you happy. But be aware mom and dad won't know this ok be careful of what  you doing ok. Kuya said.

That why i love him so much because he did support what i want ehhh...

Ok kuya makaka asa ka
hehehe.

Nang makarating na kmi sa pinagdadausan nag birthday nag kaibigan ko ay agad akong pina alalahanan ang kuya ko.

Look lola be careful ok... don't make them take advantage with you ok you know me... I can sue them or worst i kill them .... Just do so that i can't worry... Call me if there something happen don't hesitated to call or text i'm your kuya...

Ok kuya relax kaya ko ang sarili ko i'm not kid anymore kuya thank you kuya love you your the best kaya ikaw nga ang favorate ko na kuya ehhh hehehe

Yeah because i'm only your brother after all what ever sabay halik sa aking uno care ful ok... Text me i'll petch you later kuya said

Hay oo kuya sbay baba sa kotse nya bye kuya...

Bye princess take care ok don't do drink your to young. 
Ok ok kuya i will hay ano bayan ano kala nya sakin bata sabay lakad paunta sa bar kung saan ginaganap ang B-Day ni chloe hay....
Pag ka pasok k palang ay amoy ko na kaagad ag ibat ibang   amoy....alak, pabango or worst smoke hay bat kailan ba talaga dito kung sa bagay.. Hinanap mo na agad ang taong gusto kung makita saan na ba sila...
I text chloe that i'm here already... Ahhhh disgusting...
Hi miss alone i'm bago pa maka pag kilala ang mama ay nakita ko na si chloe papunta sa aking kasama nya ang boyfriend nya cheater duh don't care.
Hi chloe kumaway ako ang sabay lagpas sa mama bala sya di sya ang punta ko dito no tsk tsk.
Chloe hey... What took yoy so long lola god huh... Ok since your here na nmn lets go na ito na nmn ang bwisit nya boyfriend subrang makakatitig sakin akala mo lalapain ka nya.... Next thing i know is
I drink alot while dancing at crowd shit i feel dizzy it ok just this once i want to be happy... Yeah happy for everything being left..
While dancing i feel someone behide me
Ahhj i moan when our body touch i feel like....this is the first time that i feel
Pakiramdam na naninnindig ang mga balahibo ko at parang may connection kaming dalawa god help
Di ko alam ang naramdaman ko.
I face him ohhh my  jawdrop  i feel like i see greek god i look him like there no tommorow shit...
You done checking.... Hey
Kung di nya lng ako tinapik sa mukha di ako mababalik sa ulirat kp god ngayon lng ako naka ramdam nito.... I look at him again and he still staring at me yea i feel like ohhj
I'm achillis your are sabay abot nya nang kamay lola i'm my is lola L-O-L-A hahha.. Ok so are you alone. he said

No, my friend there i point where they are and he just nod.. ok
I continue dancing habang sinasabayan nya ako god habang ang hinahalikan nya ako sa liig imbis na sa waayin sya ang mas na gugustohan ko pa ito inangat ko ang mukha ko ang nag tama ang mga mata nmin di ko na namalay unti unti nag lumalapit ang mukha namin...
Naramdam ko nalang ang labi nya sa labi ko god heaven this the first time that i allow to kiss someone and he is my first di ko alam na ganito pala ang pakiramdam nga may kahalik we kiss like no one watching us... No one peoples around...

We kiss like there no tommorow god all i want  is to kiss him di ko alam kun epekto ba to nag alak o ano basta ang alam ko umalis kmi doon at namalayko nalang nasa labas na kmi papuntang parking lot.

Were we going achi....i said it in  seducing way.... With biting my lips..

God what happen to me... I feel like i didn't know myself na ba...

He just look at me and smile the next thing i know we enter the suit hotel.....
What are we doing here imbis natanoning sya ang tumahimik nalang ako..
D ko na namalayan nasa kwarto na kmi....pag ka sirado nag pinto ayy...

He kiss me bit my lip ginantihan ko sya like an expert doing this...
Mabilis nya natanggal ng mga dmit ko the next thing  i know he took my innocent again and again like there no tommorow shit...

Nagising ako dahil sa tama ng init sa aking balat...
Naghikab ako shit at naka ramdam ako ang sakit kunting kilos ko lng..  i feel sore down there huhu i don't remember last night... What happen i roam around and there someone laying beside me ohhh nooo.... No no no what is this ...

Mabilis ang kilos ko para makabihis nag mabilis eventhough i feel really sore down there....
god i feel like i can't walk huhuhuhu
But still i need to go ... My god my kuya will get mad at me noo....no...di ko na tiningnan ang lalaki na mahimbing parin tulog....tuluyan ko ng nilisan ang kwarto na yon dahilan nag pag kawala ng pagkababae ko... Shit shit shit......

Umuwi ako  ang di alam kung ano ang gagawin god kaka graduate ko palang what i get pregnant what should?
My parent surely get mad at me oh nooo

Umuwi ako ng bahay na gulong gulo ang pag iisip ko.

Nag bayad nalang ako sa taxi driver i give him big amount then go out... I inhale and  exhale then nag lakad na papasok sa bahay but  nagdisdisyon ko aalis ako ayaw ko malaman nila ang nagyari sakin.... Diritso ang lakad ko na di ko na pinasin ang tao dito sa bahay....

Princess where have you been? instend
To answer i continue to go upstair...and go to my room tinungo ko ang aking closet then i ready my luaggage to pack my thing...

Kuya i want to go abroad please allow me for the last time kuya please while crying....

If that what you want princess where do you want to go then?  Kuya
I don't know kuya please dont tell this to mom and dad please.... Nag
Iimpake ako habang nag uusap kmi nag kuya ko.
Sure my princess i process your paper now... Ok
Thank you kuya sorry s-sorry i sob
He is the kuya i have he will do everything i want that my parent can't give they just focus on their work and work ...
Ni minsan di ako nag tanim nag galit sa mga magulang dahil nabibigay nmn nila lahat nag kailangan ko pero ang oras na hinihingi ay di nila kaya ibigay yon na si kuya ang nag pupuno ng pag kukulng nila only  kuya lng....
Lilisan ako dahil ayaw harapin ang bagay na ginawa ko... Di ko alaman kong makakabi ba ito o hindi....

Lilisan ako para pag balik ko nasa tama na ang pag iisip ko to chase.......