Theres Always a Catch. (Austin Mahone One DirectionFAN FIC)

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(A/N THIS IS MY OWN SONG. I WROTE IT MYSELF. IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN TOUGH NOODLES. I GUESS.)

*Elizabeth*

He made me sing my song I wrote about my first relationship. It was slow yet up beat it had that lovey-but-awesome vibe to it.

'I know were not forever

cause no one stays together

but lets make this last

dont let it go too fast

you make my stomach go crazy

you been all thats on my mind lately

no other guy will do

all i want is you

baby you and me

take me to infinity '.

I always get lost in my songs im never aware of my surroundings when I sing. I forgot Austin was there till he broke the silence after I finished the last note.

"Your an amazing song writer, dude." Dude. So he deffinitely doesnt like me. Friendzoooooooned.

"Thanks. I never show people my songs. So consider this a thanks for all the new twitter followers." We both started laughing when I noticed the time. "12:03? You sure you dont wanna go home? My moms on her way."

"Actually I probably should. My moms probably asleep so it wont matter but shell hate if I dont come home by 1. So it was great hanging out with you." As he finished his sentence, I heard two car doors shut outside indicating my mom was home with Lucy. I walked hin over to the door and as I opened I saw my mom looking for her keys, and Lucy half asleep. She walked like a zombie and plopped down on the couch dozing off. I told my mom Austin was leaving and she insisted I drive him. I got my drivers license two weeks ago and I still havent gotten a car. Geeze mom, hurry it up.

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Well 10 minutes later, we were inside the Nissan my mom got a month ago and ready to leave. I asked Austin for the address so I could put it in GPS. Which I forgot, gives me EVERY back road. Which meant wed get there in 20 minutes. We didnt mind, no hurry.

"So, my song, was kind of personal to me. I honestly have never showed anyone those. There are some really depressing ones, from after my dad died. Some happy ones from when I got my first boyfriend and just some stupid ones."

"Well the one you sang me was a hit. I could really hear it on the radio one day." That made me smile. "But by depressing? You mean...Really depressing?"

Oh here we go. The thing Ive been avoiding telling him the whole night.

"Yeah.. I uhh. Used to write about my insecurities. And how I...uhhh...err...umm...cut myself...." My voice trailed off and I could feel Austins eyes watching me. I didnt look at him to see his reaction. Its probably like everyone elses.

"Lizzy, you stopped right?"

"Yeah.."

"Good. And no. Im not just rude enough to not say anything about it. Your past is your past. And I understand because my dad died too. I never cut myself but the feeling is mutual"

Woah. Maybe he is different.

"I am." He said.

We stoppes at a red light so I could look at him quizzically trying to understand what he just said.

"You said maybe Im different. I am."

"Aw shit did I say that out loud. Im sorry."

"For what? Its totally cool." He laughed and the light turned green. I was happy he didnt judge me for my past. Greatful. Actually.

We finally arrived at his hotel, and the last things he said to me are forever engraved in my mind.

"I had a great time tonight. And by the way, if you ever feel insecure enough to cut yourself again, just remember, I think your beautiful. And that will probably never change." He winked at me and flashed me a smile as he got out to go to his hotel he stopped. I wondered why, until he turned back around and kissed me on the cheek. Right at the corners of my lips. And I felt my stomach go crazy just at touch of him. He was done kissing my cheek and all he said was bye as he got out of the car.

He was out of sight and in the hotel when I let something finally come out of my mouth. "Oh. My. Gosh. What the hell just ha-" I was cut off by a scream inside the lobby. I didnt know what it was until I saw a person running outside. Just in time to realize, it was Stacy..