Genesis

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Liam Payne is the hardest person to sing for. He was so serious unless in interviews. I guess Ill sing a song I always sang to the poster of him in my room. Crushby David Archuleta.

Have you ever, only talked to someone for a day but felt such a deep connection with them, you felt youve known them your whole life? But then reality, ruins that moment? You realize theyll either, never feel the same or they do, but will hurt you?

I dont believe in fairytales, really. I dont trust my heart enough. So when I feel a connection, I distance myself. So Ive neverhad a boyfriend, or a real first kiss.

 I know I know. As a 19 year old I shouldve had boyfriends and a first kiss by now. But I havent. At all. i didnt even go to prom. And I am the most popular cheerleader in school. I was valedictorian too. Im going to Stanford on scholarship next year. But I guess, I just hoped  day, I wold know who id spend my life with, and I felt that with Liam and I deffinitely cant distance myself from him now. I guess well just see where this goes but Id rather not.

Eli and Stacy have been keeping me compan and theyre some really cool people. Stacy had dark brown hair, with light green eyes and braces. She was a girl version of Harry Styles except she had a light scar on her neck and cheek. Eli was breathtaking just like her singing. She had light brown eyes that filled with kindess. She had long black  hair with goldish/blondish highlights and peek-a-boo's. I could tell she didnt have much makeup on.  Whiel I did, which only mademy jealousy of her flare. I didnt know alot about her until i heard her go off on Destiny about her father that died and 10 year old sister with cancer.

I guess, every person has a story.

I was raped as a kid, resulting in trust issues. Because it was someone I thought I could trust. But as 13 year old, you trust anyone. I till have many nightmares, yeah music speaks to me. I made sure I held in my feelings. I just made sure I acted perfect. Because my life really was great.

And hiding the past has always been easier than having to explain it.

 jealousy of her flare. I didnt know alot about her until i heard her go off on Destiny about her father that died and 10 year old sister with cancer.

I guess, every person has a story.

I was raped as a kid, resulting in trust issues. Because it was someone I thought I could trust. But as 13 year old, you trust anyone. I till have many nightmares, yeah music speaks to me. I made sure I held in my feelings. I just made sure I acted perfect. Because my life really was great.

And hiding the past has always been easier than having to explain it.

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