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Sonstiges

a girl struggling with her spirituality and sexuality, stuck in a suicidal cycle. ~based on a somewhat true story~

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by bored_kpop_stan

                                    
                                              𖣔 17th June 2021:
She didn't reject me. Does she like seeing me in pain? Does she like someone seriously crushing on her to the point where they cry? Is she crazy or am I gradually going insane? 
                          She's given me high hopes and I'm probably going to regret it later. Each time I let myself be happy and let myself dream I only ever get stabbed in the back or I'm disappointed but I've asked for a rejection so I'm bracing myself for it, if that's what I get. There I go again. Useless hope.