𖣔17th April 2021:
I think I like her. I like her a lot. But no one would ever accept me. I don't fit beauty standards. I'm fat. I'm ugly. I'm the designated fat friend. Why would she like me? What do I do now? I see her almost every day at our school and I don't know what to do. I never thought I would cry over someone just because I like them before. She's been my best friend since the beginning of yr7. Am I just disgusting? Am I just a freak for liking my friend? She would never like me back and I could never tell my parents that I like a girl. What would they say? They would disown me. They would probably leave me to die on the streets. Is this just a phase? Please say this is just a phase. I can't handle this. I want it to be over. I hate this so much.
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