I'm Just A Sad Song...:Multi-Fandom:

Cold: Pin Hawthorne🖤🕊

TW!!
"Baby tell me how did you get so-"

It was another day at the yard, Hayley and Pin were riding side by side through the fields across from Brightsfield laughing and smiling, a feeling Hayley and pin knew all too well..from the moody horse boy to this smiling, happy duke was the best thing Hayley has ever seen, she knew there was more darkness beneath the surface of the blinding light that Pin was...but she didn't know just how much darkness there was, and what she would stumble upon if she ventured through-

"-cold..Enough to chill my bones, it feels like I don't know you anymore."

Hayley wished she didn't see that side of him, hear the words deep deep down she knew would he said-but she never wanted it to be, the words that cut deeper then a knife, the words that were true..and she knew it. "What's wrong with you?! Mounting that wild horse you could have died!" Hayley exclaimed anger and concern flooding through her. "Well then maybe you should have let me!" And after that argument Hayley was left speechless..forced to finally come to terms with what she knew would soon come to light..

"I don't understand why your so-"

A broken scream could be heard all throughout brightsfield, the only sound in the black night of the stables as Hayley stumbled upon the sight she never, ever, wanted to see..the almost lifeless body of Pin Hawthorne..his face paler then Firefly's coat the bags under his eyes blacker then Ravens coat..and all she saw was red, redder then his face when she compliments him, which was now white as a sheet..tear tracks down his face and neck, he was cold..colder then she's ever seen..

"COLD..to me with every breath you breathe I see there's something going on, I don't understand why your so COLD."

In the hospital watching Pin barely breathe through tubes, his cold, cold hand in her own warm ones as she studied his face, some color returned into it pain lines lined in his face..she now knew why he warned her, cautioned her that there was a brewing storm underneath the sun and it would soon take over...but she didn't understand why, WHY did he feel the need to do this..she didn't know..but she made it her mission to find out why, when his kind, inviting eyes opened again.

Some backstory to how these events came about...

I could see Pin had some trauma as a kid with his mom leaving, being treated like a servant at brightsfield, but I could see a lot more happens..I see after his mom left in person, she would send postcards of her new life and how happy she was totally ignoring the life, and child she had back in Brightsfield which caused a hell lot more of trauma for him, I could see Ted ends up dying from a drug overdose, a problem Ted had since pin was just kid, he had tried to get Pin into drugs but Pin refused which brewed his fear of needles. Pin had a smoking problem when he was younger as to which he needs a a inhaler at times, he quit before it got too bad but it's effects still remained, his mom left him saying he was a disgusting human being just like his dad-then proceeded to brag about the wonderful adventures she's been having without him. Pin has also suffered from epilepsy which he had to deal with alone after Ted died.

This is a backstory for a rp