Jealously.
Date: August 19, 2014
Status: Wish To Conquer
One thing I really hate, is jealousy. Not in a person, but just the emotion in general.
I hate feeling jealous, but it happens. I'm not jealous of materialistic things, because if I really cared or wanted something I could have it if I wanted. (not to appear cocky)
Most times when I feel this blasted ( like my use of British slang?) emotion is when I see someone that displays an attribute I wish I had or someone who gets the attention, and I use this word quite lightly, from someone that I wish was given to me.
To be honest I would say I wish I could say that I'd rather be jealous of something someone has, but I don't but it would be a lot easier to deal with.
I don't think anyone would want to feel like they are unloved, for an example, because of the way someone else treats another. It sucks, like sucks bad. I hate it when I feel this way because it makes me feel vulnerable. It makes me doubt myself, makes me doubt my character.
*insert laugh filled with disbelief* Do you know how that feels ? To question whether or not your a good person because some person said it? To be unsure, despite you knowing deep inside the truth, if your good company ?
It stinks to doubt your looks but it stinks even more to doubt you character and who you are. I have no advice to offer you on this topic because its marked as something I want to conquer, but if you are going through this know one thing: if you are worried because of your character and you want to be a good person, in my opinion, than your more than likely a good person, because you realize that you want to be better. Regardless of your mistakes.
Jealously is when you count someone elses blessings instead of yours, so don't.
-Unknown (and me)
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