Dance Dance Dance // Juric (TBZ)

Twentieth

Private messages: Hyunjae and Juyeon

Hyunjae:

Juyeon can we talk

Juyeon:

I have nothing to tell you Hyunjae

Hyunjae:

But I have things to say

Please just listen, Juyeon, I'm so sorry

Juyeon:

Saying just 'sorry' is a bit easy

but I'll listen

not for you, but because I want to understand why

why you would do that to me

to us

Hyunjae:

I don't know, I can't explain

Recently, it felt like something had died between us, like the passion, the love wasn't there anymore

I know you loved me, maybe you still do, but I felt something different towards you.

I just, didn't want to say anything, because I didn't want to lose you.

Before we became lovers, you were my best friend, the one person I could always count on, and that I knew I would always have.

I just got scared that If I broke up with you, I wouldn't have you anymore.

And concerning Chanhee, I never meant to cheat on you, it just happened.

I don't have any excuse for what I did, it was selfish, and disgusting

Chanhee made me feel some type of way that I couldn't feel anymore with you.

Juyeon:

How long has this been going on?

Not you and Chanhee, I don't care about that

But when did you realize you didn't give a shit about me anymore

Hyunjae:

Don't say that I don't care

Because I did, and I still do care about you

But it's been probably, a month or so, maybe a bit more

I should have maned up and told you, and for that I'm so sorry Juyeon.

If that can make you feel better, Chanhee and I aren't a thing anymore.

By being dumb, I ended up losing the both of you

I regret it Juyeon, I really do. I wish I could go back in time to just be happy with you, like we used to be.

Juyeon:

But you'll still end up not loving me anymore, so what's the point

I think we shouldn't talk anymore Hyunjae, I'm sorry

Hyunjae:

Don't be, I understand. Do what makes you feel better.

I'll never forget you Juyeon, I'll never forget us.

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Hi, I hope everyone is fine!

I'll try to update this story more frequently, so I can finish it before I start work in october/november. 

Please comment if you can, it get lonely in here. 

Also, if ther's pairings, or charcters you want to see more of, don't hesitate to tell me.