𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚎𝚍𝚐𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚠𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛
𝚜𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟻
"what you going do boo ?" k3 asked me over the phone. i was currently in my bathroom crying because i just found out that i can't have kids and that dave my mother's boyfriend is actually my biological father.
"i don't know , i'm just so tired of everything right now." i sighed rubbing my forehead and my leg began bouncing up and down.
"you should talk to him it's not his fault , yo mama wrong though she knew who yo father was all alone and don't be stressing bout no child girl." he spoke and i could hear the firmness in his voice.
"i am he wants to come over tomorrow i just didn't text him back yet , and i cant stop myself k3 you wanted kids i can't even give you that. what's even the point of me being a girl if my vagina can't work right ?"i frowned my face up.
"girl" k3 said laughing "you think i'm leave you because the doctors say you can't have no kids ? big negative. god going have to whisper to me himself that you can't have kids slap me with his sandle or some."
"but the paper works says i can't , which explained why i have such bad period cramps." i said rubbing my stomach.
when i was bout ten years old my mothers boyfriend at the time decided to rape me. the doctors said that cause tearing in my tubes which is stopping me for being able to carry a baby. i have a 25% chance in even getting pregant and a 5% change of not dying when i give birth.
"paper work paper work , you know when i got shot bout two years ago i was supposed to die right ? cause that's what the paper work said because i was in a coma so when they pulled the plug they expected me to die but i actually woke up. paper work don't matter like i said god got the final say so mamas stop tripping."
"yeah you're right , but have to talk to yo lawyer today ?" i asked hoping that he'll be coming home soon.
he sighed meaning nothing good "yeah he talking bout the less i can get is one to three years." i could her the stress in his voice.
"how ? they don't even have evidence on you ! this is so fucking stupid." i yelled
"i don't know mane , more than likely i'm get that year because the judge i got on monday don't fuck with me at all."
"this is all too much for me , it's one thing after another." i said wiping my face.
"if you wanna leave noodle you can i anit going hold you back , we just started dating when all this chit happened." he said but i could hear the sadness in his voice.
"i said it was too much not something i can't handle k3 , im not leaving you every realtionship don't start off good. it's not your fault so why would i leave ? i anit no real bitch if ion stand beside you." i walked out the bathroom and into the room. i grabbed a big t-shirt and threw it on before getting in the bed.
"ion know ion want you to stop living yo life for me." he said
"im still living now and im be living even better when you get out."
"alright , i'm call you when call. i like you" he said making butterflies in my stomach.
"i like you too" i smiled hanging up the phone.
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𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚢.
i was downstairs cleaning up the house a lil before i go to the shop. every since k3 been in jail all i do is work all day. picked up more hours so i could put money on his books even though he told me not too.
