Y/n's pov
so it's been a month since JJ and i have done.. IT and i just realized that, I'm late, i quickly get up off the couch after thinking about it and i run to the store "shit shit shitttt" i whisper to myself, i walk into the store and look for the pregnancy tests, once i find them i grab it quickly and i pay for it and rush home. i put my purse down and hold the test as i rush into the bathroom, i read the directions and follow them. now i just wait 2-3 minutes. i set a timer on my phone and pase up and down my loungeroom waiting for the timer to go off, as soon as i sit down i hear the timer go off, i run into the bathroom and look at the stick, one line...two lines- fuck, no there has to be a mistake, fuck fuck fuck, if my dad finds out he's gonna be so mad, no that's an understatement. if he finds out he'll beat me. i throw the test out and take the trash out so no one finds it.
after a month i've noticed that my stomach has grown a bit, now i have a little bump, i look like i gained weight. i haven't told JJ or anyone, not even Kie. i can't i hear my phone ring and i pick it up immediately "hey Y/n we're coming to pick you up, get ready we're going fishing" i hear Kie say happily, i rub my stomach "yea ok i'll be ready" i say emotionless. "okk" she says as she hangs up. i get into one of my bikini's and put denim shorts on and grab a towel. i walk out of my house and lock it, i sigh and walk over to the dock to see John b and the others pull up, i smile weakly and JJ holds his hand out to help me "hey babe" he smiles "hey" i smile back lightly he goes to kiss me but i move my head so he kisses my cheek. he looks at me weirdly and i go to sit down. i just wanna be alone really "hey babe wanna beer?" JJ asks, i shake my head "nah no thanks" i reply, i'm not fucking up this baby, he looks at me weirdly again "ok?.." he replies.
"hey guys lets go in" Kie suggests as she takes her shorts off and jumps in, everyone takes their shirts off and so i take my shorts off, revealing my tiny bump " gaining a little weight Y/n?" Pope asks as he jumps in "look at my gorgeous girl and her little chub" JJ smiles as he kisses my head and jumps in, i tear up and i put my shorts back on and sit down "hey Y/n come in, the waters really nice" John b laughs i ignore what he says a a tear rolls down my cheek, i quickly wipe it away and i keep my hand to my mouth to quiet my sobs, everyone else is distracted so i face my back to everyone and i rub my stomach and cry silently. i continue to wipe my tears as everyone gets back on the boat, " hey Y/n you ok?" Pope asks. i turn to him with my hands on my cheeks, "yea i think i got sunburn i can feel how red my cheeks are" i smile "why didn't you come in?" JJ asks "i-uh, i felt sick, i'm a little better now" i smile again, he comes over next to me and puts his hand over my shoulder.. "you know i love you, right?" I hear JJ say i nod and smile "i love you too" i reply, i suddenly start to feel nauseas and i close my eyes
"John b?" i ask "yea whats up?" he replies " can you take me home?" i ask " why you ok?" he questions " no i'm about to throw up please take me home" asks "yea ok of course" i hold my vomit in till i reach the deck, i grab my towel and walk over to my house with a tear down my cheek "Y/n you didn't gimme a kiss goodbye" i hear JJ call out. i turn around and blow him a kiss. he smiles and i continue to go inside, once i walk in i drop my things and run to the bathroom and throw up. "shit" i sob, i wipe my mouth and sit on my couch sobbing and holding my stomach, "Y/n?" i hear from my door " it's JJ can i come in please babe?" he asks, i don't reply and i hear him come through the window. he walks up to me and hugs me "hey, hey what's wrong?" he worries, i sob harder and hold my stomach tighter,
he holds my hand that's on my stomach and lifts my face to look at him " what's wrong cupcake?" he asks again, "i've gained a little weight, haven't i? i have a little chub on me don't i?" mocking his words from before. he looks at me and realizes "i'm so sorry Y/n i really shouldn't have said that, i'm so so sorry that was such a dick move." he frowns "it's ok" i reply, it hurt really bad, especially when the love of my life had said that, he lays his head on my stomach and i move my hands, he's gonna hear a heartbeat shit, but i guess i have to tell him sooner or later right? i play with his hair when he suddenly sits up. "i can hear your heartbeat through your stomach" he says really confused. i shake my head no, i place his hand on my stomach till he gets what i'm trying to say, once he understand he gets up and covers his mouth "seriously?" he asks excitedly. i nod and smile "WHOOO LET'S GOO IM GONNA BE A DAD" He screams, i giggle and get up and hug him, " i love you so so much, i promise i'm always gonna be here for you and the baby" he smiles, i smile widely as a tear falls down my cheek "why are you crying?"
he asks "you're just, such a perfect boyfriend" i sob happily. i pull him into a long kiss and he pulls my waist in. we walk outside and he hugs me from behind rubbing my stomach " you know what the bonus is?" he asks, i shake my head no in confusion "the sex, was fucking amazing" he smirks. "oh my god, Mr Maybank, i hope our child isn't as dirty as you" i joke, we laugh and continue to watch the sunset together with our hands on my stomach
