Y/n's pov
Here I am. On my bed. Crying. I don't know why I'm just balling my eyes out really loudly. Luckily no ones here. They all went out to get drinks so I'm alone and John b's chateau. I soon hear everyone walk in the door. I pull the blankets over me and I sit up right still sobbing I try to hold in my sobs but I need to scream it all out. I walk out of the spare room and run out of the Chateau. "Hey Y/n. What's wrong?" I hear JJ call out. I ignore him and I run to the beach sobbing. Still. I don't know why I'm sobbing my guts out I just am. It happens a lot. I run to the beach and plop myself down. I don't know if any of the guys were following me but I don't care honestly. I continue to sob loudly till I I can't hold it in anymore. I scream loudly still crying and sobbing.
"Y/N? Y/N!!" I hear JJ call out. I hear his calling her closer and closer. "Y/n. You're ok. Thank god" I hear him sigh as he sits down next to me. "Y/n. Omg whats wrong what happened.? Babe hey all to me" I hear him say worriedly I look at him with tears down my cheeks "nothing happened. I'm just really sad and I don't know why. I just really need a cuddle from you" I sob. He looks at me sadly and hugs me I hug him back and I. Sob into his shoulder. "Come let's go back to Jb's place and we can cuddle in the hammock ok? I'll carry you baby" he whispers. I'm nod and he picks me up and I place my arms around his neck still hugging him. We soon reach John b's place and he sits in the hammock with me in his arms. He placed me next to him and I turn to face him and we cuddle "I'm sorry" I frown "there's nothing to be sorry about baby girl why are you sorry?" He asks "for worrying you. When I screamed. I needed to let out a scream. I didn't mean to worry you" I cry quietly. I'm really sensitive at the moment "aw baby come here" he frowns and kisses me slowly and passionately "I love you baby" he smiles. "I love you too" I smile with a tear down my face he wipes it away and hugs me tightly.
I bury my face in his chest and slowly fall asleep.
