Love You :) (Jahvie)

So In Love With You, I'm Lovestruck

Dahvie's POV

Th-thump.. Th-thump..'What's hat noise?' I thought. I lay still for another second, listening. Th-thump..Th-thump. My eyes shot open. My head lay against a chest. Jayy's chest. His heartbeat was heard faint, but clear under my head as we lay in the silent room. His room. 'Shit.' I thought. I stayed in his bed for the night. Ipromised myself I wouldn't do that. I told myself I couldn't. What had I been thinking? I looked up a Jayy. He was still asleep. Should I wake him up? I needed to get out of here soon before the others woke up. It was a surprise that no one had discovered us here. I decided to just leave without waking Jayy. He would understand. I left Jayy's warmth, moving his hands off of my waist, and crept into my own room and bed, thankful I didn't wake anyone.

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Jayy's POV

I woke up feeling cold. Opening my eyes I realized something. Dahvie wasn't laying beside me. He had left? When? Why was I so suprised? I should have known he wouldn't want to stay. He had always said he couldn't. I guess I shouldn't be shocked. I'm just disappointed. Why did I have to go and fall in love? He was my best friend. I shouldn't love him like that! If he found out - no. He wouldn't find out.

He couldn't.

I grumbled incoherently and got up out of bed. Out in the front of the bus everyone was eating breakfast. I noticed that Dahvie avoided making eye contact with me. I guess he felt awkward after falling asleep beside me. After all this relationship between us was suppose to be just fun. Sex and no love. That sort of thing. I looked at him anyway, admiring just how sexy he was. His smile was adorable - though he wasn't wearing one now, just a look of calm - his eyes were always gorgeous, his lips so kissable.

Wow.

I need to stop thinking like that. Dahvie would freak out if he knew I had these feelings for him. I sighed, plopping down and tried joining whatever conversation was going on right now. I only hoped no one would notice the awkwardness that I was feeling right now. Dahvie looked at me then, and I held his gaze. He looked confused as he stared at me. Why?

Dahvie's POV

What was this feeling? I couldn't understand it as I looked at Jayy. I blinked in suprise when I noticed that Jayy had been looking back for awhile. I looked away, hoping no one had noticed. My heart thumped loudly in my chest and I waited for a minute for it to get back to normal.

"Dahvie? Are you listening?" Jayy's voice brought me out of my thoughts.

"Sorry, what was that?" I asked. He laughed his 'Jayy' laugh. Thats the only way to describe it, his laugh was amazingly adorable, and made me smile.

"I asked what was on the agenda today." Jayy stated.

"Just a sound check kind of rehearsal, I think. Concert is tommorow." I answered his question, and sat down next to Jayy since that was the only empty seat. Everyone started to finish up their breakfast, and then stood up, "We thought about grabbing a couple of drinks at the bar down the road with Jeffree. You guys coming?" one of the guys asked. I shrugged, not really in the mood to go with them.

"Maybe later..." I said in a bored voice. They looked at Jayy and he shook his head, surprising me. Shrugging, they all left quickly, saying goodbye.

"Why didn't you go with them?" I asked, curious. He smiled at me, "I couldn't leave my best friend all alone. I'd be a bad friend if I did." he explained. Laughing I shook my head, "Yeah, but you didn't need to stay." I insisted. He looked down, looking a bit shy, which was unlike him.

"Well...I wanted to." he whispered, looking back up, and I couldn't stop myself from smiling and pulling his face down to mine, kissing his lips lightly. It quickly turned passionate and we broke apart, panting just a little bit.