Love You :) (Jahvie)

Kiss Me One More Time Just Like You Wanted

A/N Yeah, you will probably yell some more after this chapter...sorry.

Dahvie's POV

The weeks went by with the same results. We would kiss a lot, flirt and joke with each other. We were like friends again. Who kiss on occasion. Okay so it basically seemed like we were back to where we started from, friends with benefits. The only difference was that we only made out. We never went farther, we didn't have sex. I think I was afraid that if we did I would blurt something out that I would later regret. Like saying I love you. That would make things complicated. I didn't want to ruin this. If I couldn't have him then this was as close as I could get. Why ruin it? I tried to forget what Haley had said, because I didn't know whether to believe it or not.

What if he didn't like me back?

What if Haley had been wrong?

But then again...What if I never tell him? I just couldn't find the courage to tell him yet. Maybe soon.

"Dahvie, get your ass down here, the movies starting!" Jayy bellowed up at me. I smiled at myself in the mirror as I messed with my hair.

God I loved him.

"Coming." I said as I ran down the stairs. I made it to the living room and jumped over the back of the couch, landing right next to Jayy. He wrapped an arm around my waist and pressed play on the remote.

I laid my head on his shoulder as the scary movie began. I don't know what it was, but soon it had me jumping and scooting closer to Jayy every time something popped out.

Soon I was practically on his lap and the movie wasn't even halfway over.

"Dahvie." Jayy chuckled into my ear, his arms holding me against his chest, "Are you scared?" he teased.

"Of course not." I lied, turning myself around to face him. He was smirking at me.

"Did you do this on purpose?" I asked, suspicious. He chuckled and shook his head.

"Of course not." he mocked me from earlier.

Before I could respond and call him a liar, he captured my lips with his, moving roughly against them.

Scary movie forgotten, I kissed him back. I moaned into his mouth as he bit down on my lip. I moved myself until I was straddling him on the couch, my hands in his hair as our moans were filling the room. His hands traveled down my sides and stopped at my waist. I moaned and tugged at his hair, biting his lip. Then his hands were up my shirt, feeling up and down my chest hungrily. Our lips didn't part, and he moaned as I rubbed myself against him. I could feel his excitement underneath me, growing harder by the minute. My lips left his and moved to his neck, biting and sucking gently, loving the sounds coming from him.

"Dahv-" he moaned. "Daahviee!"

I smiled against his skin, and went back up to his lips. I looked into his eyes as my lips stopped just centimeters away from his with a small smile. I bucked my hips into his gently and I saw him close his eyes and groan in pleasure. I repeated the actions, but rocked my hips a little harder against his. I closed the distance between our lips once again as we moaned from the contact.

When his eyes opened again, he stared at me with an emotion I couldn't quite figure out.

"Jayy." I whispered shyly, not sure if I could continue talking.

"Yeah Dahvie?" he asked seriously as we stopped moving against each other and sat still.

"I-" my voice cut off. I looked down for a second. Jayy's slim finger lifted my chin up and I was staring into his eyes again.

"What is it Dahvie?" he asked. I remained silent, and Jayy kissed me once on the lips before pulling away to look me in the eyes again. I took a deep breath

"I love you Jayy." I whispered quietly, and I saw his eyes widen. Silence passed between us, and I started to worry.

Was he not going to answer?

Was Haley wrong?

"Jayy.." I whispered, and he opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out.

"Say something.." I pleaded, as my eyes started to burn with unshed tears, and I quickly got off of him as he still refused to answer me. He just continued to stare, shocked, trying his hardest to speak, but nothing came out of his mouth.

"Never mind." I whispered, heartbroken, and ran up the stairs to my room, locking the door behind me. Only then did I let the tears fall.

Jayy's POV

Dahvie loved me? That's great! That's wonderful! Why couldn't I respond to him? Why couldn't I tell him I loved him? I was just in so much shock. I kept expecting to wake up and find it was all a dream, but the hurt on Dahvie's face as he ran to his room was all too real.

'Shit' I mumbled, chasing after him. I got to his door and found it locked. I paused and listened.

"Dahvie.." I whispered. I was answered with some sniffling and a sad, "Go away."

"Dahvie I'm not leaving. I want to talk." I pleaded. He needed to hear me out! I love him so much, it's great that he feels the same way!

"Fuck off." he growled, his voice sounding muffled like he was talking into his pillow.

"Dahvie you don't understand, I need to tell y-" I tried again.

"Leave me alone..." his voice came out broken, and it hurt me to hear it. I knew he wouldn't listen to me right now, so I decided to leave it. For now. When he came out of his room I would grab him and kiss him and tell him how much I love him, and tell him how long I've always wanted to hear those words from him.

I just had to wait.

Turns out I would wait longer than I expected.

.......................

Days went by. Dahvie didn't come out of his room during those days. I could hear him still in there, occasionally sniffling or humming a sad tune. I tried to talk to him, but he ignored me. I tried getting him out of the room but he kept it locked.

I was starting to seriously worry about him. He didn't come out of his room to eat or anything.

"Dahvie." I whispered, knocking on his door lightly. Nothing, just like every time. I sighed and began to walk away.

I couldn't help but feel that it was all my fault.

Because it was.

He had finally told me how he feels and what had I done? Absolutely nothing. I froze up. I said nothing back and I can't imagine how that would feel.

But I loved him. He needs to know that!

I stopped walking and turned back to his door.

"Dahvie, please open up." I said determinedly. No answer. I huffed annoyed.

"Dahvie, you need to come out and eat. Open this door." I demanded.

"No." he mumbled from inside, and I sighed again. He was so difficult!

"Dahvie, please?" I asked, changing the tone of my voice. I looked at the door hopefully.

"No.."he repeated in monotone. My face fell and I stood there for a few minutes.

He needed to come out of his room. He's worrying me.

How much longer can he keep this up? He hasn't been eating or sleeping.

"Dahvs.. please talk to me.." I whispered desperately, leaning my forehead against the door.

"Just go..." he whispered.

"Just leave me alone Jayy."