My Personal Miracle

Chapter 7

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        Now... On to the story:

-Kellin's POV-

        I woke up blinded by a white light? My first thought: did I actually commit? Did I cut too deep? What happened?  That's when I heard the voices.
        "Please, Kellin, please wake up. I don't know if you can here me, but please come back, please wake up. I just want to see your eyes again, I want to see you smile, I want to hug you, I just want to be with you." Wait-- I know that voice...
        "Danny?" I opened my eyes and blinked several times to adjust to the brightness of the room.
        "Oh thank God! You're alive! I thought I had lost you!" Danny pulled me in a big hug. I smiled into his chest.
        "Uhhh... Danny? Why am I in the hospital? And where are my parents? What happened?"

-Danny's POV-

*Flashback*
        Kellin's dad slammed the door in my face. Well that was rude... As I walked bck to my house, yelling could be heard."BOYFRIEND?!!" I heard. Shit.. Well this won't turn out well. I walked in my house and ran up the stairs to my room, which was across the way from Kellin's room. I saw as Kellin turned on her light and heard her door slam. A few seconds later. I heard another door slam. It must've been her bathroom door. I picked up my phone and called hers. It rang and rang and rang until I got her voice mail. A few minutes later I called again. I called every 2 minutes for the next half hour. By then, I knew something was wrong. I bagan pacing my room. I didn't know whether to call her parents or climb up into her room and see what was wrong. I eventually chose the latter option. I ran down the stairs and threw the back door open. I ran across to her yard and climbed up the tree as fast as I could. When I reached her window, I found it unlocked. Thank-You, LORD!!! I opened the window up the rest of the way. I didn't see her in her room, but her bathroom door was closed. I knocked on the door, no answer. I repeated the knock, still no answer. I slowly opened the door to see my beautiful girlfriend crumpled in a pile on the floor. Her shirt was off laying on the counter, halfway in the sink. I looked a little closer and then noticed the blood. I rolled her onto her back. She was bleeding from both wrists and her chest. Oh no. No, no no no no! I opened the cabinet under the sink and found a couple hand towels. I pressed the cloth to her cuts to try and control the bleeding. I made a decision that would probably turn out bad for me, but it was the best option for Kellin's sake, considering her condition: I called for her parents. "HELP! I NEED HELP UP HERE!!" I heard footsteps running up the stairs. They stopped as they approached the door. I heard the door knob jiggle, quickly followed by a fierce pounding.
        "Open the damn door!! Danny, you son-of-a-bitch, I know you're in there! OPEN THE DOOR!!" Her father yelled. I picked Kellin up bridal-style and carried her to unlock the door. As soon as the door opened, The faces of Kellin's parents changed from pure hatred and rage to a look of horror and shock. "What's this? And why are you here?"
        "Look, I explain later, we just need to get her to a hospital, now!" Kellin's mom ran to call an Ambulance. I sat down on the floor in order to be more comfortable. Kellin was in my lap with her head on my shoulder, eventually, the ambulance showed up.
-TIME SKIP TO HOSPITAL WAITING ROOM-
        While in the waiting room, I told Kellin's father everything. Starting from that morning. I left out the parts about her sneaking back to get clothes and her having her sports bra exposed... I didn't think he would like that very much. 
*End Of Flashback*

-Kellin's POV-

        "Finally the doctor came in and said we could see you. We all practically jumped and ran to your room." Danny finished.
        "Ohhh... So, where are my parents? Not that I'm not happy you're here when I woke up, I'm estatic. But..."
        "It's okay, Kells, don't worry about it. And your parents left to go get food somewhere other than the hospital cafeteria. They left a few minutes before you woke up. They should be back in a few minutes. But Kellin, why didn't you tell me?" He finished, motioning to my wrist. Tears began to pool in his eyes. After a few seconds, a drop fell down his cheek. I hated to see him like this.
        "Uhm..." Oh, great, now I'm starting to cry.. Deep breaths. "I don't know... I guess I didn't want you to hate me... I didn't want to burden you with my problems, you don't deserve me dumping everything on you. Plus, I've been keeping things inside so long, it's natural. I've become good at concealing my feelings, most of the time. Every once in a while they all come pouring out like a dam had burst, like the first day I met you. That night was one of those times." By this time tears were streaming down my face. "I'm so sorry.." I whispered, putting my head into my hands. Danny slid me over a little and laid down beside me. He put one arm behind my head and pulled me into his chest. I balled his shirt into my fists. "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I know I need to stop, I was actually clean from the second day I had known you and Paul until last night. I didn't have the urge. I was genuinely happy for the first time in a long time. I'll understand if you don't want to associate yourself with me and don't want to be with me or even be friends with me." I removed my hands from his shirt and rolled over, facing away from him so I wouldn't have to see him as he walked out of my hospital room. A few seconds later, I felt the bed adjust as his weight was removed.