My Personal Miracle

Chapter 6

A/N I didnt have time to prepare for this chapter, but I knew I needed to update... So I'm going to wing it. I'm sorry if this sucks!

-Kellin's POV-

The Next Morning
        I woke up and felt something warm and hard under my head. This isn't my pillow... I thought to myself. I opened my eyes and realized I had been sleeping on Danny's chest. "I can feel you staring at me, Kellin."
        "I'm not staring at you, persay. I just think you look cute when you sleep. That sounded stalker-ish... You look peaceful."
        He laughed as I tumbled over my words. "Thanks, babe." I smiled. Danny opened his eyes. "So, what do you want to do today?"
        "I don't know..."
        "Come on. You've got to have some kind if idea in mind."
        "Hmmm... Nope. Sorry."
        "Okay then. How about this: we can either go upstairs and make food-"
        "Ugh... Effort..." Danny laughs at my remark. "What? I'm simply stating a fact."
        "Okay, then. We can go upstairs and get dressed - You can sneak back into your room to grab some clothes real quick and come back over here to get ready - and then we can go to this amazing diner I found one day with Paul. Then we can figure it out from there."
        "That sounds like a great plan. I'll see you in a few." I got up and put his sweatpants back on over his boxers and zipped his sweatshirt back up to cover my sportsbra. I made my way upstairs and out the back door. I crossed over to my backyard after making sure the coast was clear (Both of my parents' cars were gone, I've no idea why, but oh well). I climbed up the tree that leads to my bedroom window. Once I made it inside, twice, now within twelve hours, I went over to my closet. I picked out black skinny-jeans with rips up both legs, black converse and one of my favorite Black Veil Brides T-shirts, I got it from the guy's section in HotTopic and I'm not ashamed. I put my clothes in a small bag, along with my make-up and hairbrush. When i got back to Danny's house, I went upstairs to get dressed in the bathroom. When I came out, after getting completely ready, I called out for Danny. "Danny?! Where are you?"
        "I'm downstairs, Princess." I quickly put my phone in my back pocket and grabbed some money and put that in my front pocket. I ran down stairs to see Danny sitting on the couch, he was wearing the same shirt as I was. Danny noticed and we both laughed. " Well this wasn't planned... You ready?" I nodded my head in 'yes' and followed him out the front door. "My mom said I could use her car this weekend since she's out of town." He went around the passenger's side of the car and opened the door for me.
        "Why, thank you, kind sir."
        "Anything for you, miss." We both laughed. Danny shut the door, climbed in the driver's seat and began driving.

(A/N gonna skipped the boring diner stuff. Kellin tries to pay for the bill. Danny wouldn't let her, Not evn her part, Danny paid, like the gentleman he is. They also went to the mall nd stopped at HOTTOPIC. Kellin got a Sleeping With Sirens shirt and a Falling In Reverse shirt - Danny paid, much to Kellin's dislike. Danny got a Nirvana shirt and a Sum41 shirt. They are now sitting in the car deciding what to do next.)

        "So, Kellin, what do you want to do?"
        "I don't know... It's almost 4:30 now... I should probably be going home soon... unfortunately..."
        "Okay, that's fine. I can go ahead and take you home."
        "Okay." Danny handed me the aux cord. "You trust me?"
        "Of course! Why wouldn't I? You have amazing music taste." I took the cord and plugged it into my phone. I scrolled through the 'Artists' list and chose Black Veil Brides. I pressed 'Shuffle' and Rebel Love Song began filtering out through the speakers. We both sang at the top of our lungs. A little bit later, we were in the middle of Fallen Angels as we pulled back into his driveway. I unplugged my phone as we go out of the car. We ran inside so I could grab my stuff. Then I went back downstairs. Danny decided to be a gentleman and walk me back to my door. That's when I noticed my parents' cars were in the driveway once again. We walked up the stairs to the door, which opened as soon as we reached it. My father stood in the doorway.
        "Welcome back home, Kellin. It was nce seeing you again, Danny." He grabbed me by the arm and pulled me inside, shutting the door in Danny's face as soon as I was over the threshold. "Where the fuck have you been?!" He yelled in my face.
        "I was out with Danny."
        "Danny?! That little no-good punk you call a friend?" 
        "Yes, Danny. And for the record, he's a wonderful human being and a very caring and thoughtful boyfriend."
        "BOYFRIEND?!!!?" I nodded my head yes. "Since when?"
        "Since last night. He asked me while we were watching the Avengers."
        My dad's face went beet red as he turned to face my mother. "You see? I knew- I fucking knew we shouldn't have let her go over to his house and stay there last night." He turned to face me. "You know what? I don't want you ever seeing that-that- that bastard ever again. He's no good for you."    
        "What?? You can't do that! Danny and Paul are my only friends. You cant just take them from me!"
        "I can and I will. You can make other friends. And If I hear that you are still talking to them, I will take your phone and change your number. I will take your computer as well as any other means of communication. Are we clear?"
        By this time, I had tears streaming uncontrollably down my face. It took all I had to speak the words "Yes, sir" without choking on them.
        Now go upstairs. And don't even think about coming out of your room the rest of the night."
        I ran up the stairs, taking them two at a time. As soon as I reached my room, I threw my door closed, locked it, and went straight for my en suite. I blindly searched for my blade under thebottom shelf of the medicine cabinet. I tore off my shirt and pulled the cold metal across the skin of my left wrist, I cut halfway up my forearm before moving to my right wrist. What a waste of a perfectly clean wrist, I thought before I pressed the blade into the unscarred skin. I felt numb, but not numb enough. I moved to another clean spot that had not yet been scarred by my blind motives: my ribcage under my left breast. I sliced again and again before crumpling into a pile on the cold, hard bathroom floor. I began softly singing:

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word
Hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

        Once I finished the words, my world went black...

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Sorry this is such a late update! I have a sort of idea for the next chapter.

Question: should the next chapter be in Danny's POV or should I just continue where I left off?

Let me know what you think!

I love you!

-KC

p.s. If you ever need to talk to someone, my twitter is @Dannehs_Koala mention me in a tweet and I will DM you! Please talk to someone, anyone. if you don't have someone, I will be here! I LOVE YOU!!!