𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐃

12

Sage POV
5 days later

"Mama when is daddy coming home?" Miracle asked as I twisted her hair and added a knocker at the root, with a barrette at the end.
"Soon baby." I lied. I didn't know when he was gonna come see them. It's not like I was stopping him, I've texted him multiple times in the last week seeing if he wanted to see them, but I never get a reply.
At this point, I don't care and I'm preparing myself to be a single mom again.
"I miss him." She pouted as I did another twist.
"Mommy misses him too." I said truthfully. I really do miss him but I've pushed all those feelings aside.

"Okay you ready for bed now." I smiled putting her bonnet on her and tightening it slightly.
"Goodnight mama." She kissed my cheek.
"Goodnight baby." I smiled kissing her forehead before she ran upstairs.
I sighed and put all of her hair supplies up, before going upstairs into my room. All the kids were sleeping so I could cry my eyes out like I have every night since the fight.
I picked up a white t-shirt and some biker shorts, walking into the bathroom. I stripped out of my clothes and noticed my tits were getting bigger.

"Oh purr." I smiled caressing my body before getting into the shower. I sat in there for about 20 minutes and jumped out, before drying off and untying my braids out of their bun. I put the shorts on and they fit a little tight.
"I'm just growing huh?" I laughed turning around and looking at my ass. I washed my face and did all of my skincare before putting the shirt on.
I went and sat on my bed, tying my headscarf up and getting on my phone. I see scrolled through my Instagram seeing the same videos of the fight still lingering around.

"I'm so embarrassed." I sighed wiping the single tear that fell.
Ash's name flashed across my screen and I answered the FaceTime.
"Hell-"
"Bitch look!" She yelled putting some stick in the screen. I squinted and tried to figure out what it was.
"What is- Ashley." I gasped looking at the 2 lines on the pregnancy test.
"I'm gonna be an auntie again?" I asked smiling and she nodded quickly.
"I'm sorry." She laughed wiping some of her tears.
"Baby what's wrong?" I pouted wishing I could hug her.

"I don't think I'm ready for another baby, Sage. I'm struggling with Kaylani like.. we've never done this before. She's not even in school yet, I'm gonna have to have 2 kids at home with me. I just don't know if I'm ready." She sighed.
"Bestie you know I'll always be there to help you, I've been in this exact same situation 2 times before. When I had Miracle, the twins weren't even potty trained. You have Jonas and you have help, I didn't have any of that but I still managed. It's certain things you'll make happen for your kids." I shrugged and she nodded.

"What if he doesn't want the baby Sage?" She whined and I sighed.
"Then tell me and I'll beat his ass." I joked and we both laughed.
"But seriously, you need to tell him now so y'all can be on the same page later. If he doesn't want the baby and you realize that you do, then y'all go from there. Make a compromise, but you really need to stop overthinking." I shrugged.
"Thank you baby." She sighed rubbing her eyes.
"It's my job bae." I smiled.

We talked for a little while longer before hanging up.
"Okay so tomorrow I have to.. take MJ to basketball practice, take the twins to my moms and Miracle has a doctors appointment at 4." I said to myself rubbing my temples.
"You got it, Sage." I sighed laying down and letting sleep take over me.

Mekai POV

"Fuck baby!" Trina moaned while bouncing on top of my dick.
"Shit." I groaned under my breath and grabbed her ass.
"I'm g-gonna-"
"Cum for me." I whispered in her ear and her body shook before she covered my dick. I made sure to pull out because I didn't need anymore kids at the moment.
"Baby.." She sighed rubbing my arm as she laid on my chest. I rested my hands on her back and ass.
"Mhm?" I hummed looking down at her.

"Would you ever get my name tatted?" She asked and I furrowed my eyebrows.
"Maybe a little later baby." I lied and she smiled.
"I'm sorry about fighting your babymama." She sighed and I rolled my eyes. I'm still pissed about that entire situation but Sage was right, and I deserved everything she told me.
"It's ight, just know she ain't on my mind baby. It's only you." I lied once again. The only thing I could think about was Sage and my kids.
"I love you Mekai." She smiled kissing me and I kissed back.

"I love you too." Fuck I keep lying for?
A few minutes after that, she fell asleep with her arms wrapped around me so I carefully moved her over before putting some underwear and shorts on her. I threw some basketball shorts on and grabbed my phone, walking downstairs.
I sat on the couch and started blowing Sages phone up. I know she's tired of me, but she need to know his sorry I am.

Sage 💕

Hey Sage.
You tired of me I know but I need to get my point across.
Everything I've ever done to you was a mistake and I know I've said sorry a billion times but you have to understand I mean it Sage.
I cant sleep right
I can't even eat knowing you're mad at me baby.
I miss you.
I miss you laying on top of me and mumbling my name while you sleep.
I miss laying around and watching dumb shows and just kissing for no reason baby
I miss you so much.
She doesn't mean anything to me.
Understand if I could take it all back I would.
I wish we could start over sometimes, from that very first time I saw you in high school.
I knew I had to make you mines but I fucked that up
How you Fuck it up with the love of your life??
Baby I miss you and my kids.
I miss my family.
I need you, u the only person who understands me.
Sage baby please answer me.
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