The Game Of Mind...

Regret...

Ayato p.o.v.
It have been fucking 4 years after pancake left. I miss her so much. I m really become a jerk that time. How could I leave her for a slut. I fucking miss her, carve for her love, her heart melting smile, her shining eyes, her sweet voice, her attractive smell(not her blood its her smell) her tiny figure which is easily covered by mine one, her touches, her hugs, her all things I miss very bad. I don't understand my own feeling towards her. She is not just bait for me. She is my love, she is my soul, my heart, my all things. I don't understand her importance in my life. After she leave me then I know, how much she is precious for me, how my life is hell without her, without her I m just like a body without soul. Thinking about good time which I spend with her. Tears build in my eyes. Now I m of 22 years old and 2nd year student of university. I just wanna meet my love again and say sorry to her. I want her in my empty life. I want to spent my left life with her. I wanna grew up with her. I want my family with her. I love her. I love her so much, so fucking much. I regret so much. If I don't do this to her that day, maybe we live a happy life.
Flashback
Author's p.o.v.
Yui was passing through the hallway in her school. She made some takoyaki for ayato. They both r in relationships for 1 year. She take her all effort in this relationship, she love ayato with her whole heart. While ayato don't take any effort. He used to flirt with other girls. Don't give much attention to yui. He only see her as bait, nothing else. He thought he don't love her, and it was his victory to all over his brothers. When yui was finding him, she listen something strange. It is similar voice to ayato. But shrug it off.
Time skip...
They all r at their mansion while yui said "where is ayato?" They all took at her a glance but don't say a word. Yui got confused. Then I saw a figure with another one. Yui gasped at the figure and leftover just look at them. The figure is of ayato with a girl, she has curves and too big boobs. She totally look like a slut and she is. "Meet my new gf, aliyana." Ayato said while aliyana is smirking seeing yui. Yui eyes r widen. "W-what? What r u saying? If she is ur gf then who I m?" Yui said, at the edge of crying. Her heart broke into million of pieces. Her whole world stopped after hearing  this. "I said new, u r now useless for me. Her blood is very delicious and look at her she is millions of time better than u. Look at urself u really think I m ever gonna love u. I just use u. U r just a bet for me, nothing else. How pathetic u r. What is good into u so I love u, huh! Pancake." Ayato said. After hearing it Yui world got crashed.  Without thinking twice she yell at him and ran towards door, not knowing where is she going, and what to do next? "I HATE U AYATO SAKAMAKI" .
Present...
I hate myself to do with her like that. Why did I do to her like that?? I try to find but couldn't able to find her. But one day I will find her and make her mine again. I promise love I will make u mine again. I love u.