LETTERS TO YOUR GRAVE

CHAPTER 12

[UNEDITED]

At some point in your life, love will be something that will break you, tear you apart, shatter your soul and hurt you so bad when it doesn't go right. But, love will also heal you and....you're always the best version of yourself when you love. I know that because I loved you.

Emaya sat in front of Kaz's gravestone and stroked his name that was carved out.

"Hi love.." she smiled softly.

I kept asking myself... why did life treat you so wrong? Then I think about how much of an angel you've always been. I love to think about how you're finally home. To where you belong, because this world didn't deserve you... at all.

"I have a date this evening.. can you believe that?" She spoke. "His name is Raidyn Skye. And he reminds me so much of you, but then he's also different you know? He's annoying yet very calm and he always has a blank face. He rarely smiles and when he does, it looks genuine. Like he's having fun for the first time. Raidyn's fun company and he's actually kinda cool. You should hear him, Nyx and Ronan arguing. You'd want put your head through a wall. Though he's the more composed one out of all three of them, it's actually good entertainment. He has these green forest eyes that comforts you in a way. It's kind of weird actually... I didn't think I'd find someone else interesting than I did you..Kaz. We all still miss you.. I still miss you. Every fucking day. But now...life feels a little more bearable than it was then. Even Nyx looks a lot more happier now. Eventually...I'll let you go too.. just... just give me a little bit more time. Okay? You'll always have a place in my heart. Heck, I gave my heart and soul to you because that's just how much I love you. I'm sorry I let you down back then baby.." she trailed off.

And so as life goes, the best ones are always gone too soon. Being alive still doesn't feel better but it's bearable. I'll do my best for the both of us okay? And love, thank you.... for sending me a miracle.

Your Lover,
Emaya June.

Emaya just sat in silence after that while enjoying the afternoon sun and then eventually stood up.

"I'll see you soon, okay? Bye Kaz." She smiled at the gravestone and walked away as a soft breeze blew in the now quiet graveyard.

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EMAYA'S P.O.V

Nyx was just leaning against my doorframe, grinning like an idiot.

"I swear you and Skye are always up to no good. What are you scheming now?" I deadpanned as I put on my boots.

His grin only grew wider, "I'm just so happy right now Emma. It's been so long since I've seen you look forward to something!"

I looked at him. "I'm sorry...you felt alone because of me Nyx. I know that you did. Because I'd feel like that too, if my twin would've just pushed me away."

His eyes softened. He walked towards me and hugged me real tight and I obviously hugged him back just as tight.

"It's okay Emma. It's okay. I love you okay? You're still my twin and I don't care about anything else." He reassured.