It was like my whole world stopped and I was standing in front of the biggest horror in my life. Everything around me started to get blurry and I could only visualize the sight of positive pregnancy test. Yes! I was pregnant at such a young age. The worst thing I could think of was Nathan abandoning me because of this. I know that he's living his dream of being in one of the biggest boy bands and a baby would just ruin everything from him. But I couldn't possible hide this news from his.
I leaned against the sink and took a deep breath. I didn't know how I would tell this to him, and how he would react to it. He would probably just walk out and never come back. I wouldn't blame him for it. Maybe a little, because it took 2 of us to make it happen.
I slowly unlocked the door and started walking to where Nathan was. He looked so happy with his games and cup of tea. I was just going to ruin it all for him.
"Nathan." I whispered softly, but loud enough for him to hear. I think my heart was so loud that it could be heard by the neighbors. But Nathan didn't respond. He was too busy with his game.
"Nath..!" I called a little louder. He still didn't bother. Now it had really gotten on my nerves. I was waiting there to tell him something very important and look at how much he cared.
"NATHAN!" I shouted at him leaving him extremely startled. He looked at me like he saw a ghost. I took a deep breath again before continuing. "We need to talk." I announced. He paused his game and walked over to me.
"Is everything alright babe?" He asked as he touched my face. I'm sure it looked pale as hell. He had a worried expression on his face as well. I took hold of his hand and gently slipped the test into it. He was clueless at the beginning, but when he realized he looked as shocked as I was. At that moment I knew he was going to walk out of the building.
"Nathan I'm sorry!" I whispered as my eyes filled up.
"Sorry for what?" He looked up with a smile. I was a little surprised at his reaction. He looked so happy.
"I'm pregnant. And we're going to have a baby.." I explained. I thought he didn't understand what the test meant.
"Isn't that good news?" He asked.
"How?? I don't want to have a baby!" I exclaimed. His face immediately dropped.
"Why?" He whispered
"Nathan look at me? I'm not normal! I'm a monster and I don't want to bring in another monster into this world!" I replied.
"You're not a monster."
"Yes I am! I even hurt you! I don't even know how you cope with me! And the baby is just going to be a burden to you." I cried. He came over harshly grabbed my shoulders.
"You have never hurt me alright? I fell for you because I love who you are as a person, not for what I see in you! I don't care if you're not human. What I know is that I love you and you would never ever be a burden for me!" He shouted softly as he shook me. I looked at him and he seemed so sincere. His words sunk really deep into my heart. I knew that Nathan was talking the truth. I smiled weakly and wrapped my arms around his neck before kissing him. He pulled away and brought his forehead to mine.
"You still worried about the baby?" He asked softly.
"Not in the slightest!" I smiled before joining our lips again. I have never felt safer or happier is someone else's arms.
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Nathan and I decided to go the hospital the next day. The mid-wife told us that everything was alright and that everything looks good. She asked me to visit her every 4 weeks to check the baby's heart beat. And then I have my first ultrasound scan after 12 weeks. Nathan seemed very happy some reason. I wasn't expecting that as we are both very young to nurture a baby. But I knew I could do it with his support.
I was in no way planning to tell my mother about my pregnancy. She didn't have to know and that could also be a possible advantage for her when she tries to hurt me.
"You will not go anywhere without telling me? Alright Eve?" Nathan asked.
"Yes." I nodded.
"You will take care of yourself and stay strong for me and our baby!" He said sternly. He was acting all grown up about this situation. It scared me a little.
"Yes Nath!"
"Oki. Let's go." He said as he grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. We drove back home and I was feeling extremely withered and tired. I haven't been sleeping at all in a few days. The first thing I did when I got back home was jump into bed. It felt like heaven. Everyone knows how it feels when you are in bed after a very tiring span of time. Reminded me of my university and high school days. They were real rollercoater rides.
Nathan settled down to watch some TV and tweet his fans. Everything was peaceful and I drifted off to sleep...
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When I woke up, it was already dark and scary outside. I slowly rolled the sheets of my and sat at the edge of the bed. I heard shuffling in the living room. It almost sounded like someone was arguing. But that was weird because, there was only Nathan inside the house..
I walked slowly without making a noise to capture the whole scene. I was left shocked and heart broken...
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Cliffhanger! What does Eve see? Any guesses? Please comment on how you thought it was. :)
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Dark Passion - Nathan Sykes Love Story
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