Dark Passion - Nathan Sykes Love Story

Chapter 15 - Do Anything

Eve's POV

*3 months later*

I was now living in a small flat in London. It wasn't very close to the city. Nathan and I haven't spoken since that day and I don't want to speak to him either.

My baby bump was now beginning to show and all it reminded me of was Nathan and what we had. I was still in love with him deep down and I needed him in my life, but my heart could never get to forgive him.

He has tried calling me and left me a lot of messages about how he made a mistake. But this wasn't the first time Nathan betrayed me and he doesn't deserve any sympathy. At least not from me.

Charlotte tried calling me too, but I wasn't ready to talk to any one yet. When I saw Nathan with her that day, it was literally like a train hit me. It was like my whole life fell apart right in front of my eyes. Even today when I think of it, I just want to crumble into a ball and die.

I'm sure my mother was looking for me. Apparently she wanted something known as 'revenge'. I don't even know for what. But I was quite good at hiding myself so no one would find me. Especially Nathan.

I was going to have my 3rd visit to the hospital today. It's just to monitor the baby's heart beat! It was cute how I had a little loving bump on my belly. I still hadn't processed the fact that a little cute baby was growing inside me. For some reason I was hoping it was a little cute girl. But a boy would be cute too. Although he would remind me of his dad and that is the last thing I want to remember!

I got ready for my scan and dressed in nice and warm clothes. As soon as I stepped into the hospital, my nose filled with the smell of the sanitizer. I never really liked the smell of hospitals but recently I've been getting pretty used to it.

My name was called in a few minutes and I had to go in. Honestly I loved my doctor and midwife. They were both so kind and made my visits to the hospital more pleasant. She told me that everything seemed alright and that there was nothing to worry about.

"Next week you're going to have your first ultrasound." She informed me. I've always wanted to have my first ultrasound with Nathan. But sadly it wasn't a possibility this time.

I thanked them and walked out. As I stepped out, the cold breeze caused me to shiver a little. Sometimes I really wished for better weather in England. Its cold could be a little torturing at times.

As I was walking I suddenly bumped into someone, who was a little taller than me. I walked right into his chest, inhaling his sweet scent. I knew it was familiar but my mind wasn't letting me focus. I pulled out mumbled a little apology. I looked up, only to meet those beautiful green eyes again!

"Eve!" He exclaimed as he engulfed me in a massive hug. I didn't really return it. I could never forget what he did to me.

He kept leaving multiple kisses down my cheek and jaw line. As soon as he was about to kiss my lips, I pushed him away a little harsh. He looked at me with painful eyes. I wanted to forgive him, but that would just make me look too soft.

"I'm so sorry babe! I really didn't want to. And it was just to sudden.." He explained.

"Save it." I spat as I walked past him. He followed me and turned me around.

"Please don't leave me." He whispered as a few tears rolled down his cheek.

"I'm sorry" I whispered back as I walked away, leaving him on his own, crying in the middle of a street. My heart broke into a million pieces leaving him there, but I guess it hurt more when I watched him that day with Charlotte.

I got back home in a few hours and took some rest. I felt so lonely being away from the city. It was terrible, there wasn't really anything to do.

I was lazing on the couch, looking at a few magazines I bought. I was just skimming through them, but suddenly something caught my eye. It was an article about The Wanted and how Nathan was planning on leaving the band. It read:

"The youngest member of The Wanted, Nathan Sykes, has recently been very depressed. His split with his ex-girlfriend has caused him to be off the edge. He believes that he is going to ruin everything for the rest of his band mates if he continues to be this way and is considering leaving the band.

'I have not been able to process it yet. She meant a lot to me and this sudden change in my life is really not good. I am not sure if I want to ruin everything else for the lads, so I might leave the band." He said at a recent interview.

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I couldn't read anymore of the article. I needed to find Nathan and put sense into his head. I drove to our place as I know that he never moved out. I prayed that I would find him there before he does anything stupid like leaving the band. He was being stupid and ignorant of the lads' feelings. And all because of me.

It took me a while to get there. I crossed my fingers and rang the door bell waiting for a response. In a few minutes, the door opened and I saw a very tired looking Nathan. His eyes were red and puffy and he was sniffing. I hoped I wasn't doing this to him, but I think it was quite obvious. I loved him too, but I'm not sure if I was ready to take him back.

"Eve." He whispered

"I need to talk to you." I said shakily.

"Come in!" He gestured slowly.

I walked inside, and nothing much had changed.

"I saw the article.." I began. He looked at me confused. "Why do you want to leave the band?" I asked.

"It's for the best Eve.." He began but I cut him off.

"NO IT'S NOT! You're being silly! You're leaving the band because of me????" I questioned angrily.

"I cannot think straight anymore. I may be at the studio but my mind is elsewhere! all the time! I cannot ruin everything for the lads!!! They deserve better!!!" He said.

"So do you! Nathan I'm not worth all of this! Please don't leave the band! It's what you want, I don't want to be the reason for you leaving it! Please." I begged.

"Please come back." He started crying in front of that reduced me to tears as well. "Please Eve! I love you." He cried.

"I love you too Nathan! But I just can't do this anymore! I cannot trust you anymore!" I told him.

"Just give me another chance? I won't do anything wrong this time." He begged. My heart wanted to forgive him for all the bad things, but my mind only gave me visuals of when he hurt me so bad.

"I.. I don't know!" I shook my head and looked to the ground. I still had my engagement ring that Nathan gave me. It was in my bag and I never had a chance to return it.

Nathan kept staring at my now showing baby bump. "How are you feeling?" He asked silently.

"It's fine so far. I have my first ultrasound next week." I informed him.

A weak smile appeared on his face. "I want you to come with me!" I said. He was the father and he has every right to be there. And I still loved him, so a little time with him was bearable. His face lit up and he thanked me for it.

"I'm going to go." I said pointing towards the door.

He nodded and moved out of the way. Before leaving I turned to look at him again.

"Take care of yourself Nathan." I said softly. He smiled weakly at me. I felt so bad for putting him in such a bad condition.

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Hellooo! I shouldn't really be updating today as I have a massive test tomorrow! Although I was taking a little break! So here it goes! How was this chapter??? I think the story will end in another 5 chapters.. or more! Please tell me what you thought about it!

Also, I'm writing another Nathan Sykes Fanfic called Sweet Pretender! Would you lovelies please give it a read? Thank you :)

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