Broken

Prologue

That night I looked at the black attire hung before me. I scrunched my nose up.

I knew that wasn't what I was supposed to wear especially as someone who left Kingston Oaks to Starling High School to start a new life and stop being considered an anti-social wierd ass.

But literally it was in my hands and I was going to put it on. I tossed it aside and slowly walked in front of my mirror.

I peered into the mirror and stared at my face. It was blank. My once lively brown eyes were sunken up and hollow.

My lips were whitened like I had no blood left. My brown hair was dishelved and scattered.

I looked like a disaster...or maybe yes, I was a disaster or just maybe my disaster were the two people that brought me to this world.

Never had I ever thought I could ever be so unhappy but...  happiness had been far more gone than I ever imagined.

The greys and blacks of my room knows it all.

I was alone... or let's just say I had  been alone just cause the two people I had so much loved to be together were full blown enemies.

Hurts pretty too bad.

I had looked down at the MDMA's on the top of my dresser table. They had been my only source of survival ever since everything started breaking apart.

It always made me feel I was not as alone as I thought.

I picked it up, opened it and swallowed three pills. I had always felt the higher the better.

When I  had looked up at the mirror again, I looked like a real ghost. I felt so heavily stung by it that I moved away as quickly as I could.

I had been slowly becoming mentally destroyed.

Well I am Ronique... and please don't read my story with the expectations that I would be the calm,cool new girl  who would be the hero....

I'm way more twisted than that.

I only always did what I knew how to do best...

Stay in my shadows, Stay broken.

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