How Did I End Up Here (BTS)

Rollercoaster Much...

Chapter Thirty Nine

*Lizzie's POV*

Why? Why me? After everything I've been through, why? Just as I thought my life was turning out to be pretty damn near perfect, it all gets ruined. How? Bitches. That's how. 

*Flashback... like 2 hours*

It was our third day in LA. Tomorrow, the boys would start shooting their video, so today was their last day of freedom, so to speak. 

"Hey jagi, wanna do anything today?" Namjoon woke up next to me. Jin and Minzy were still... 'sharing' my room. Manse was sleeping with Tae and Hopey, cause they just insisted. I don't know, as long as they don't kill him, he'll be fine. I hope. 

"Just look around LA a little, before we go back, tick it off my bucket list you know?" I smiled rolling over to face him. 

"That would be nice. Just the three of us?" He smiled brighter back. 

"Three?"

"You, me and Manse. Like a little... family day. I know I'm not technically his dad, but I am on his birth certificate." He bit his lip, embarassed. It was so cute, the way he took car of him as if he was his own. 

"You don't need to be embarassed to think like that. I love it," I lifted his face up when a knock came at the door. 

"RapMon, open up." The manager banged on the door. Oops...

"Get down quick," he laughed pushing me off the bed and under it. "Hey hyung, what's up?" I heard him say at the door. 

"Any idea where Lizzie is?" I silently laughed under the bed, until I saw Namjoon's phone. It lit up, showing he had a message. 

"Nope, no idea. She was with V and J-Hope the last I knew, they have Manse." He replied. 

6 new missed calls? Who from... It can't hurt to look, right...? I'm not crazy stalker girlfriend, I swear... ^.^

"I'll go check there then. You were the first on the list, because, you know..." 

HYUNSHIN? 6 NEW MISSED CALLS FROM HYUNSHIN? WHAT DOES THAT BITCH WANT NOW?

"Alright hyung, later." He closed the door as I opened the message. 

'Hey baby, missing you ;* Can't wait until you get back to Korea and we can celebrate your successes, ILU XOXOXOXO'

It actually makes me feel sick to the stomach reading it. What was he thinking, having HER number in his phone?! 

"Babe, you can come out now, he's gone," he laughed bending down and looking under the bed as I rolled the opposite way, his phone still in my hand. "That was close." He laughed again, walking toward me. 

"Don't." I said. I don't want him near me. Don't even tell me I'm over reacting, because I'm not. I read his messages to her too. 

HyunShin >>>> RapMon 

HyunShin: Oppa, can we meet up? ^.^

RapMon: No... First mistake: he shouldn't have answered, even to decline. 

HyunShin: Please Oppa? I want to put things straight, I want to say sorry but face to face

RapMon: ... Say sorry all you want, I'm not going to forgive you

HyunShin: Please, it's eating me up. I need to clear things out with you to move on with my life. I need to get over you so I can finally let you go

RapMon: Fine 

And he agreed to meet her. Agreed to meet the devil. I bet she didn't even want to say sorry or put things straight, she just wants to rub it in my face.